You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were, but I walked away If only I knew what I know todayOoh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been awayOoh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming youFor everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself by hurting you
*saw this song @ shihua's blog haha soo nice! and went to look up for it, such a nice song ^^)! powerful vocal!~~ can sense the sadness within =D
5:53 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
WOW!!! what is happening to you jason? haha FUK u!! life aint tt bad right? why dwell on such things? where's the happy go lucky? crappy u? GONE? DEAD? becausse of army and it all GONE? where's the girls? Where's ur life? Errrr....i duno how to answer u grim haha....but u r right....i'm lost haha and i wanna get back to my old self....so much happier in the past.....r u telling me that this girl gonna stop u from moving on and make u sad till when u r 65?....WAKE Up! Ya ya...i know....cant do anything much either but i dun wanna regret later like i am feeling super regret now....but wat can u do little mr naive?
YAYA u r right again, haha cant wait to get out of army, full of fuking rude ppl inside with no manners and odd to get some bad karma when u hit the outside world. Simply shout at ppl cosz ur CO is toking. Who the hell is ur CO, how i know ur CO is there, hating army so much with lots of stupid ppl ard trying their best to lick the balls of their boss so they might...i repeat again MIGHT get a good testimonial and gets a promotion..! y not try licking ur own 2 tiny balls n help urself in the promotion instead. Ohhh i know it...u cant? 30+++ yrs old liaoz still so boot licking, get a life! i wun wanna haf a rich dad if my dad is boot licking all the way......PUI!!!! feel sorry for ur son!
4 full months and i am getting hell out of tt place, simply hate it, sometimes i just feel that if i sign on, i will make sure that they plead and wun haf a good life in army, so what big F that u got a rank there? huh? OPS i forgot my rank is higher than u and u r so much older, nearly threw a punch over to tt old man !
Hey hey hey u got to keep ur cool, how can u just turn devil just lidaT? kkkkk i will calm down as i type, one of the reason i got so vulgar and hot is cos i enter the army, meeting alot of stupid ppl along the way, keeping my cool and enduring each day. Thinking of how it works make my blood boil but haha i cant care less anymore, just finish my business and get out ASAP. It's the first time i felt so restricted since i was 1 yr old!!!! What good does it tk if u do more? anyone thx u? simply volunteer a sat for my men and got a scolding frm an old RSM? assshole! so here's the verdict? dun be too nice in army, u will end up losing, and dun try hard to lick too much too as it aint gonna get u anywhere.
Some guys love smoking, some love clubbing, some love drinking, some very ego, some very childish, some very lame, and i wonder wat am i? sometimes just feel that being too nice is a sin! Trying to please everyone is impossible and u r always on the loser end. Be an angel and lose everything or be a devil and got what u wan. It's strange sometimes! Give me to choose again i wanna be both!! hahaha i enjoy being the mr nice guy but curse and swear tt person if i hate him but sometimes when i think of how to kill tt person in the most horrible way, haha i just simply cant do it. MAYBE NEXT TIME I SHOULD GET OTHERS TO DIRTY THEIR HANDS HAHAHA........FUK UP place!
haha counting down slowly, i know i will miss the command power, the help from everyone, the feeling of able to influence and making alot of frens. But i will trade it with my freedom and time with my family & frens. Alot ppl say army change a boi to men, but for me it gave mi a look on how ugly ppl r outside, i gain leadership qualities but i lost frenship, does anyone knows how lonely a leader is? the higher u climb the more lonely u r? maybe my good fren was right, i'm just another lonely guy where no girls wants....well, faster get out then say! haha i hope i can find back the old me....very tired to put on a happy face and feeling so empty inside......
Liyan aka tryinghisbesttobehappy!
5:40 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Your Birthdate: September 11
You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were, but I walked away If only I knew what I know todayOoh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been awayOoh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming youFor everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself by hurting you
*saw this song @ shihua's blog haha soo nice! and went to look up for it, such a nice song ^^)! powerful vocal!~~ can sense the sadness within =D
5:53 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
WOW!!! what is happening to you jason? haha FUK u!! life aint tt bad right? why dwell on such things? where's the happy go lucky? crappy u? GONE? DEAD? becausse of army and it all GONE? where's the girls? Where's ur life? Errrr....i duno how to answer u grim haha....but u r right....i'm lost haha and i wanna get back to my old self....so much happier in the past.....r u telling me that this girl gonna stop u from moving on and make u sad till when u r 65?....WAKE Up! Ya ya...i know....cant do anything much either but i dun wanna regret later like i am feeling super regret now....but wat can u do little mr naive?
YAYA u r right again, haha cant wait to get out of army, full of fuking rude ppl inside with no manners and odd to get some bad karma when u hit the outside world. Simply shout at ppl cosz ur CO is toking. Who the hell is ur CO, how i know ur CO is there, hating army so much with lots of stupid ppl ard trying their best to lick the balls of their boss so they might...i repeat again MIGHT get a good testimonial and gets a promotion..! y not try licking ur own 2 tiny balls n help urself in the promotion instead. Ohhh i know it...u cant? 30+++ yrs old liaoz still so boot licking, get a life! i wun wanna haf a rich dad if my dad is boot licking all the way......PUI!!!! feel sorry for ur son!
4 full months and i am getting hell out of tt place, simply hate it, sometimes i just feel that if i sign on, i will make sure that they plead and wun haf a good life in army, so what big F that u got a rank there? huh? OPS i forgot my rank is higher than u and u r so much older, nearly threw a punch over to tt old man !
Hey hey hey u got to keep ur cool, how can u just turn devil just lidaT? kkkkk i will calm down as i type, one of the reason i got so vulgar and hot is cos i enter the army, meeting alot of stupid ppl along the way, keeping my cool and enduring each day. Thinking of how it works make my blood boil but haha i cant care less anymore, just finish my business and get out ASAP. It's the first time i felt so restricted since i was 1 yr old!!!! What good does it tk if u do more? anyone thx u? simply volunteer a sat for my men and got a scolding frm an old RSM? assshole! so here's the verdict? dun be too nice in army, u will end up losing, and dun try hard to lick too much too as it aint gonna get u anywhere.
Some guys love smoking, some love clubbing, some love drinking, some very ego, some very childish, some very lame, and i wonder wat am i? sometimes just feel that being too nice is a sin! Trying to please everyone is impossible and u r always on the loser end. Be an angel and lose everything or be a devil and got what u wan. It's strange sometimes! Give me to choose again i wanna be both!! hahaha i enjoy being the mr nice guy but curse and swear tt person if i hate him but sometimes when i think of how to kill tt person in the most horrible way, haha i just simply cant do it. MAYBE NEXT TIME I SHOULD GET OTHERS TO DIRTY THEIR HANDS HAHAHA........FUK UP place!
haha counting down slowly, i know i will miss the command power, the help from everyone, the feeling of able to influence and making alot of frens. But i will trade it with my freedom and time with my family & frens. Alot ppl say army change a boi to men, but for me it gave mi a look on how ugly ppl r outside, i gain leadership qualities but i lost frenship, does anyone knows how lonely a leader is? the higher u climb the more lonely u r? maybe my good fren was right, i'm just another lonely guy where no girls wants....well, faster get out then say! haha i hope i can find back the old me....very tired to put on a happy face and feeling so empty inside......