Hello Grim-Reaper, It's been 2 months since i type something on this blog le, haha i guess i lost all my supporters le, anyway i got alot alot of things to say and i duno where should i start. Maybe i start off with Happy Birthday Yisheng =D, may u always happy happy with pW =D, guess he wun visit my blog thus no need to type much too hahaha =x.
Currently having a toothache =( cos i went to tighten my teeth again today, cannot even bite any meat and it always need a week or 3 days to recover, but it feels damn good after each dental trip cosz i know i am moving towards the removal of my braces le =D haha. Only manage to eat 2 spoonful of rice and a egg, tt's it, no mood to eat. Even icecream oso cant eat, haha zzzzzzzz!
Ytd finally WENT out with ys, yee, kun and eve. Y i caps my WENT, cosz it's been soo soo long since i go out le, it's either i am in camp, or i am slping at home. I think i am losing it le, i used to be a guy who loves to do anything as long as i desire but now, i felt so so restricted and burden-ed. Everyday got problems, everyday need solutions, everyday ppl kept calling my fone for instructions and things go on, i cant seem to haf a peace world of my own these days, it's not tt i wanna shed off the responsibility on my men it's just tt i am SIAN, sian of thinking of solutions for ppl, sian of my own current life, sian of going india for 42 days nxt yr, sian of not much time to even chat with my frens, sian of missing my girl so much but hardly got time to think of her or disturb her. It's like everyone's problems became mine and i haf to help them, tired is the word, i love my weekends and i enjoy just sitting in front of my computer chatting with frens and relaxing. Cant even spent some time with my parents!! Life as a PC is really so bz afterall and since i choose it then i better be able to handle it. But bottomline = sianz
Sometimes i just felt that, i am more hardworking than the regulars in camp and it's pretty disturbing when such things happened. Thou i haf my passion to lead and excel but it's dying off slowly as i see ugly situations araising each and every day. People often tell me y work so hard ? Your just a NSF, but i always reply them that it's my duty to tkcare of everything since i am given this role. Maybe becos i am a virgo ba, thus i wan things to be done beautifully and effectively, i demand alot and got pissed alot alot of times by my own commanders on the way they deal with things. CONTROL is the word for me now, Thou i am in control of them but i aint controlling my own emotions and life.
In the past, people used to say, a successful person is one who can cope with working stress and still able to enjoy life with his family, it's really not ez balancing both sides. Either u neglect one side or you brought the burdens or sorrow of ur work back to your family. I think the down side of me is i neglected my family too and my frens ba, this aint right and hopefully i can fix it =D but it's hard....
But whenever that's something bothering me, i will go to slp and miss her haha, guess she's sick these few weeks ba, kept sneezing cosz missing her lots, sometimes thinking of her really cheer me up in a strange way. I think i am not mad ba, many of u ppl oso experience such things b4 right. That's y many ppl say a successful guy behind got one good girl, in order to support him and let him tk a step back whenever he's stress. But i guess this girl whom i love cant support me cosz i am too heavy le, haha she will be crushed like a spring-roll pig i guess. Grim, only u know who am i toking abt, the "u know who" kind of thing haha <= copy frm harry potter, next time i shall call her u know who ba...guess i cant tok or thing abt her ba, cosz once i start, i cant stop missing her haha OMG ! the youknowwho disease is super dangerous. Jason u urself know that it's fruitless to feel this way, y make urself so miserable??
Miserable = Sorrow + Sadness but it brings out happiness when i see her, guess tt's y?
Tk good care everyone! Haze is all around and hope u all wun sick till upside down =D....
Miss ya "uknowwho"....
8:09 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Hello Grim-Reaper, It's been 2 months since i type something on this blog le, haha i guess i lost all my supporters le, anyway i got alot alot of things to say and i duno where should i start. Maybe i start off with Happy Birthday Yisheng =D, may u always happy happy with pW =D, guess he wun visit my blog thus no need to type much too hahaha =x.
Currently having a toothache =( cos i went to tighten my teeth again today, cannot even bite any meat and it always need a week or 3 days to recover, but it feels damn good after each dental trip cosz i know i am moving towards the removal of my braces le =D haha. Only manage to eat 2 spoonful of rice and a egg, tt's it, no mood to eat. Even icecream oso cant eat, haha zzzzzzzz!
Ytd finally WENT out with ys, yee, kun and eve. Y i caps my WENT, cosz it's been soo soo long since i go out le, it's either i am in camp, or i am slping at home. I think i am losing it le, i used to be a guy who loves to do anything as long as i desire but now, i felt so so restricted and burden-ed. Everyday got problems, everyday need solutions, everyday ppl kept calling my fone for instructions and things go on, i cant seem to haf a peace world of my own these days, it's not tt i wanna shed off the responsibility on my men it's just tt i am SIAN, sian of thinking of solutions for ppl, sian of my own current life, sian of going india for 42 days nxt yr, sian of not much time to even chat with my frens, sian of missing my girl so much but hardly got time to think of her or disturb her. It's like everyone's problems became mine and i haf to help them, tired is the word, i love my weekends and i enjoy just sitting in front of my computer chatting with frens and relaxing. Cant even spent some time with my parents!! Life as a PC is really so bz afterall and since i choose it then i better be able to handle it. But bottomline = sianz
Sometimes i just felt that, i am more hardworking than the regulars in camp and it's pretty disturbing when such things happened. Thou i haf my passion to lead and excel but it's dying off slowly as i see ugly situations araising each and every day. People often tell me y work so hard ? Your just a NSF, but i always reply them that it's my duty to tkcare of everything since i am given this role. Maybe becos i am a virgo ba, thus i wan things to be done beautifully and effectively, i demand alot and got pissed alot alot of times by my own commanders on the way they deal with things. CONTROL is the word for me now, Thou i am in control of them but i aint controlling my own emotions and life.
In the past, people used to say, a successful person is one who can cope with working stress and still able to enjoy life with his family, it's really not ez balancing both sides. Either u neglect one side or you brought the burdens or sorrow of ur work back to your family. I think the down side of me is i neglected my family too and my frens ba, this aint right and hopefully i can fix it =D but it's hard....
But whenever that's something bothering me, i will go to slp and miss her haha, guess she's sick these few weeks ba, kept sneezing cosz missing her lots, sometimes thinking of her really cheer me up in a strange way. I think i am not mad ba, many of u ppl oso experience such things b4 right. That's y many ppl say a successful guy behind got one good girl, in order to support him and let him tk a step back whenever he's stress. But i guess this girl whom i love cant support me cosz i am too heavy le, haha she will be crushed like a spring-roll pig i guess. Grim, only u know who am i toking abt, the "u know who" kind of thing haha <= copy frm harry potter, next time i shall call her u know who ba...guess i cant tok or thing abt her ba, cosz once i start, i cant stop missing her haha OMG ! the youknowwho disease is super dangerous. Jason u urself know that it's fruitless to feel this way, y make urself so miserable??
Miserable = Sorrow + Sadness but it brings out happiness when i see her, guess tt's y?
Tk good care everyone! Haze is all around and hope u all wun sick till upside down =D....