hello grim~ Finally i am having a long weekend to rest shoik ar, i slept ard 12 hours to replenish all the nite training i came across and hopefully i am ready for next week FTX 2 ! wat's tt? full troop Exercise! haha for non - army dudes, it's not an jumping jack kind of exercise nor push up that kind LOL, it's like mission base kind of training and well wat's the challenge for that is i am the platoon commander for one of the mission. Gosh! Well slpless nite again and heart kept "pi po pi po" up and down wondering if i can at least finish the mission well but guess i'll simply fuk it up lolz. Basically it's for cadets to shine and attain the sword of honour <== out of question and sword of merits which is the top 7 of the course. i aint got no idea where my qualities where and here i am fighting for it, feeling abit "buey zai" but well like what i always say, "ai zai" is the best policy to adopt when u r afraid of moving forward to a new challenge.
It's been a long journey all the way from BMT till now and in a month's time i am going to get commission as an Armour Officer facing the responsibility of what i have on my shoulder. It's alot of kind of feeling mixing together, excitment, sadness, "wow" finally i am not a dog kind of feeling pouring out my inner mind and all the memories and hardship i been thru in these 9 months. I scare my tears will roll down my cheek on the day standing on the parade square. All these feelings hid well inside the inner me, leaving my family and frens happy that i am training well inside but there were really alot of times when going gets tough, jason's mind lost it and fell into depression.
How to cure depression? That's an art and there's a key importance to it in life, why do i say that? it's a time when u lost ur morale, ur fighting spirit and on the verge of giving up. I believe what makes a person stronger is how to overcome all these in a calm manner and strong mental resilience. To be honest, last week i fell badly into depression and a girl gave mi a lift frm the back saying : "make the best out of everything u faced". It's such a simple sentence and it does make some wonders in the inner me to face it bravely. What makes a great leader is not how well he lead his men, it's how he learn his mistakes and most importantly how fast he can recover from it but to do that how can u ever give up??. That's what i call a true leader, someone who can pick up from sorrow fast and make the best out what he is given.
Hey boring? Reflect all these in studies and the things u came across, ever regret for not doing better? for not facing it rather than avoiding it? for not willing to accept that it's ur mistake? In love, in studies, in life and in family, it's abt how to overcome all these well. Thus, food for thought of the day will be "make the best out of everything" =D thou it's simple but how many ever think of it when u r down? One should be glad on the things given upon him and not complain abt the things he lack of and make the best out of it?
This is one of the great things i learnt in my journey as an officer and why do i blog it here, it's becosz i wanna influence people abt being positive and how to cope in life. I aint that great but i believe things i went thru, the little ones can pick it all up with a right mind rather than learn it thru the hard way =D.
Slping in front of ur monitor or taking down the notes of what i had said? haha it's just bullshit with sense haha =D. i have my goals in life and i always wanted to be a better person, a passion i had in me which i believe no matter what happens i will push on to da top and be someone remarkable. It's hard and not ez but i believe the journey to it will be fun and fruitful, don't be afraid to try and learn frm ur fall is the greatest experience u cant get it in any books =D. I got influence by a scholar in my section abt life and attitude thus i hope i can influence someone out there haha =D. I am only 1/3 of my ladder in life and i guess that keep going up will get ur prize which is out of the world de =D. HAHA ANY OF U ALL NODDING IN AGREEMENT OF WHAT I HAD SAID?
Make mistakes, Self Reflect and Improve will always be vital to ur mental growth and a better person. It's all up to individuals now to either improve or slack thru ur life. Think abt it =D
I need to go swimming liao~ whee haahaa btw that girl is someone i met recently, hmm tt's all for now, haha does that haf an element of mystery behind it? Heart itchy itchy? LOL that's for now ! Tkcare and i will be back next week abt my WAR! HAAHAA
9:26 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
hello grim~ Finally i am having a long weekend to rest shoik ar, i slept ard 12 hours to replenish all the nite training i came across and hopefully i am ready for next week FTX 2 ! wat's tt? full troop Exercise! haha for non - army dudes, it's not an jumping jack kind of exercise nor push up that kind LOL, it's like mission base kind of training and well wat's the challenge for that is i am the platoon commander for one of the mission. Gosh! Well slpless nite again and heart kept "pi po pi po" up and down wondering if i can at least finish the mission well but guess i'll simply fuk it up lolz. Basically it's for cadets to shine and attain the sword of honour <== out of question and sword of merits which is the top 7 of the course. i aint got no idea where my qualities where and here i am fighting for it, feeling abit "buey zai" but well like what i always say, "ai zai" is the best policy to adopt when u r afraid of moving forward to a new challenge.
It's been a long journey all the way from BMT till now and in a month's time i am going to get commission as an Armour Officer facing the responsibility of what i have on my shoulder. It's alot of kind of feeling mixing together, excitment, sadness, "wow" finally i am not a dog kind of feeling pouring out my inner mind and all the memories and hardship i been thru in these 9 months. I scare my tears will roll down my cheek on the day standing on the parade square. All these feelings hid well inside the inner me, leaving my family and frens happy that i am training well inside but there were really alot of times when going gets tough, jason's mind lost it and fell into depression.
How to cure depression? That's an art and there's a key importance to it in life, why do i say that? it's a time when u lost ur morale, ur fighting spirit and on the verge of giving up. I believe what makes a person stronger is how to overcome all these in a calm manner and strong mental resilience. To be honest, last week i fell badly into depression and a girl gave mi a lift frm the back saying : "make the best out of everything u faced". It's such a simple sentence and it does make some wonders in the inner me to face it bravely. What makes a great leader is not how well he lead his men, it's how he learn his mistakes and most importantly how fast he can recover from it but to do that how can u ever give up??. That's what i call a true leader, someone who can pick up from sorrow fast and make the best out what he is given.
Hey boring? Reflect all these in studies and the things u came across, ever regret for not doing better? for not facing it rather than avoiding it? for not willing to accept that it's ur mistake? In love, in studies, in life and in family, it's abt how to overcome all these well. Thus, food for thought of the day will be "make the best out of everything" =D thou it's simple but how many ever think of it when u r down? One should be glad on the things given upon him and not complain abt the things he lack of and make the best out of it?
This is one of the great things i learnt in my journey as an officer and why do i blog it here, it's becosz i wanna influence people abt being positive and how to cope in life. I aint that great but i believe things i went thru, the little ones can pick it all up with a right mind rather than learn it thru the hard way =D.
Slping in front of ur monitor or taking down the notes of what i had said? haha it's just bullshit with sense haha =D. i have my goals in life and i always wanted to be a better person, a passion i had in me which i believe no matter what happens i will push on to da top and be someone remarkable. It's hard and not ez but i believe the journey to it will be fun and fruitful, don't be afraid to try and learn frm ur fall is the greatest experience u cant get it in any books =D. I got influence by a scholar in my section abt life and attitude thus i hope i can influence someone out there haha =D. I am only 1/3 of my ladder in life and i guess that keep going up will get ur prize which is out of the world de =D. HAHA ANY OF U ALL NODDING IN AGREEMENT OF WHAT I HAD SAID?
Make mistakes, Self Reflect and Improve will always be vital to ur mental growth and a better person. It's all up to individuals now to either improve or slack thru ur life. Think abt it =D
I need to go swimming liao~ whee haahaa btw that girl is someone i met recently, hmm tt's all for now, haha does that haf an element of mystery behind it? Heart itchy itchy? LOL that's for now ! Tkcare and i will be back next week abt my WAR! HAAHAA