Grim Reaper

Prettiest Friend~!

2009-03-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

This is what I look like today
And I'm trying not to pull out my hair
I'm trying not to show it cause I'm far too shy to grow it back there
That's probably why I like wearing hats
There's no denying I'm deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overwhelming
And oh it goes to show
I've so much to know

I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she knows she's amazing how
She has me holding my breathe
So I'd never guess that I'm a none such unsuitable, suitable for her
But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is complimentary
And oh it goes to show
The moral of the story is boy loves girl
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told
I know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds
And if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overjoyed
And it's golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told

Don't Leave

2009-02-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

- Vanessa Hudgens Lyrics

2009-01-22T21:33:00.001+08:00

Enjoy ! =)~

CSC Day V

2009-01-17T21:47:00.003+08:00

Today, it's CSC Day V! Everyone Wore Red and it's party time for all beneficiaries and volunteers to gather together @ NUS Central Forum! Well! haha i was late as usual as i got a terrible time trying to get enough sleep throughout the week.

Represent the group leader for group 6 (Sang Nila) and i was late! haha! i was late for Grant A Wish Party too! Guess my lateness gonna blew my opportunities in life or maybe in love! But i'm gonna seriously work on it! Jiayou! =)...

Started well and i realized that within my group, there's a lot of new faces volunteering for the first time. Something good, because it's always good to see more people involved, this clearly shows that people are aware of the our club and the volunteering spirit that we are trying to promote.

Today, my post will not be CSC Day V, but it's about a noble goal of mine during my period as a volunteer to the crowd. I got this dream, a goal which i think i'm unable to achieve on my own but i'm trying my best to influence every single one around me so that this thought will be driven and spread like a virus globally.

First, let us sit down and recap how do we make people actually become a volunteer and starts to help others around him/her? For me, i think the most critical point that we can actually turn someone ordinary into an extra ordinary volunteer will be helping him/her when he/she needed help the most! I think most volunteers started off with, Why not give it a try? or Clearing CIP? or even wanna get to know more people as the reason to volunteer. There's alot of reasons behind why a person willing to volunteer, but such reasons does not cultivate that kind of volunteering spirit that i'm looking at.

My noble goal will be to influence beneficiaries themselves as volunteers where we volunteers will benchmark as role models to keep the spirit alive. Helping each other is an basic instinct for most human beings but somehow or rather as we grow older, our lives gets busier and we tend to neglect all of them. This chain of influence can be applied to almost any age group where kids can be nurtured with love and be a volunteer themselves helping their peers and teachers whenever there's a need. The elderly can be more than an adviser for the kids and youths, by telling them stories that might not even happen in their lifetime. A 20 min chat with an uncle from St. Vin, gave me a new insight on his life and how my life is when he was in my age.

Anyone who's reading this right now, just close your eyes and reflect abit, anyone in your life who struck and changed you to who you are today? do you really miss him/her and thank him/her for what he/she did to you ?

Such influential guy/girl will be the perfect person or the catalyst to drive my goal across. Remember, Whenever you reach out to help someone! remember to help him in such a way that in future he will remember your actions and he/she will starts to help others too!...sounds ez on a digital screen but i'm sure, slowly but surely, bit by bit! We can change the attitude of our youths and everyone around us to share & keep this volunteering spirit alive.

An idea just struck me today and i was thinking, how come we cannot merge an orphan home together with the elderly home where activities can be organize to share and keep each other in company? Does not have to be a everyday session but i think it's emotionally balance for both the kid and the elderly to gain something from each side of their own lives.

* if i can live eternally, i will save up enough $ to make this all a reality!! since i will age, haha i better stop dreaminggg and log out of my blog right now~! HAHA!

=)

New Year Post! 1-1-2009

2009-01-01T12:56:00.003+08:00

Hey! 2009~ haha! Welcomeeeee Everyone to my new layout! haha! i think it's more fresh! and more "ME" compared to the old lollipop site! haha! how so? haha yeah! messyyy around the desktop, late nite tea in front of the computer! haha sounds just like me =)...2009! Grim! i am quite happy about my life so far! haha and i am looking forward to work even harder and better!!

Hmm, 2008, is a year where i made alot alot of friends and i made many mistakes as well in life to be worth reviewing! but i'm sure such mistakes will be well taken care of in 2009! It's still the same old jason! learning from everybody and spread the spirit of fun to the rest!

2009! i hope all the children and youths who met Jason Kor Kor to succeed and grow up happily. All the Best for health and enjoyyy your childhood while u all still can! =)

2009! i hope all my friends are happier and more forgiving towards life so that life can once again be beautiful again! =) HA! more forgiving towards me when i reject outings alright? =/ 24 hours is not enough for me =)

2009! i hope mr cupid and miss cupid stop having fun together and start working!! so that all my single friends will be happy and i hope to see more couple pictures from facebook! haha nevertheless! can mr cupid please when u shoot me with such an arrow on 2008! haha remind miss cupid to shoot hers as well? haha =/

2009! i hope all the adults will pull thru this hard year and i pray for more family harmonious relationship for everyone. It's very sickening to be fighting with someone you love about money! =) Life is so short that sometimes i wanna be a vampire who will sparkle like a diamond under the sunlight. LOL =/ i think i can start off by pouring some glitter glue at noon 12 later! haha OMG!!

2009! i hope my parents/grandmas/aunties/uncles will be in good health and bless with the fortune of life! I will love them more than 2008 =)

2009! i hope my life will have a 2009 degree change this year and thanks everyone for your clicks on 2008 =)!

Loves =)

Exams all over!

2008-12-07T21:05:00.008+08:00

WhooHoo! Exams all over! haha! Grim!! Been action pack non-stop till today haha finally a day for me to rest and recuperate.

Dec 4th @ 1500 hours! "Everyone please pull down your pants" ops! i meant everyone please put down your pens haa marks my freedom manz! so happy that i cant even bother to compare if my answers were similar to others! we all had a common goal at the end of each semester! and that's KTV! haha...

Went to Topone Ktv bugis and there we sang like the mic were ours! haha hell fun to make fun of different mtvs and i witness some dancing talents and Mo fan talents from my grp of frens! haha overall fun! but i was too tired to give it a 9/10 day! overall 8.5/10 ba! cos i only slpt 3 hours that day! so shag and the moment i got home! Opens wide open and Bom!~ i slpt with my contact lens on till the next morning! hahahaa shit! not to mention that i was tooo tired to bathe too LOL =/...but i changed my bedsheet the nxt day ^^)

The nxt day! i woke up @ 7 plus am and instead of brushing my teeth and bathe! haha i immediately went to dig my soccer boots and preparing for my soccer session...okie! in the end i bathe alright! haha i guess out of 10 guys! 8 wont bathe before a soccer session ba! i'm just the 2/10 cos i forgot to bathe the nite before! LOL =)....seriously it's fun to be dirty sometimes LOL, i always like the beggar ruggard look, looks so cool, like some Gai Bang member! maybe someday i will master DA GOU PANG lolz...woof~

Soccer was fun till when i bumped into sw, hmm got no idea why will he stood there without moving and instead of crashing into him, i did an emergency brake on my right leg, gosh i think i pulled my right calf muscle! -_-! it's still painful now...sianz but well it's gonna recover soon!!

Went Ikea for lunch and wow! yummy food again! almost lick the plate off clean cos i was so hungry after soccer~ shopping ~ and pool session @ nite~ hoohoo it's been awhile since i touch a cue le! shoik...but din manage to play enuff when the clock strikes 12 ~ supper and homeeeeee oh ya! i need a miracle ! a real one! not for myself but it's for wilson~ after his brain tumor removal last week, he had a brain scan and there are traces of other tumors around the brain! OMG! i'm very sadded =(! and shit i cant do anything to make him feel any better! but to pray for him? the tumor is affecting is vision and i heard there's some ulcer in the stomach too! God! he's really a good manz and please help him out alright! donate the tumors to those irritating cockroaches or pests and give him break! please! if anyone got a good way to heal his soul! pls tag my board~...greatly appreciated~ meanwhile god bless manz~

SATURDAY! wow! it's a very funny and weird day! met up with Aero class mates for lunch @ manhanttan gosh! let me show u the seafood platter for 2!~ haha...whaz! it's nicer than the fish and Co de~ SO NICE!!!!!! that i lick the steel wok clean too! LOL...instead of finger licking good...i shall start the trend of plate licking good! yums~ WARNING! please draw some $ out and try it!! pls don't lick on your monitor hahahaa it's not gonna work alright! =) the super duper cream sause on the prawn is devastating to my taste bud! Drool like a kid *~ heee

Next stop! haha Ben & Jerry ice-cream festival @ fort canning! haha! i'm not really a fan of 7-20 bucks ice-cream but well~ went there to support my buddy for his Vermonster ice-cream eating competition! haha he sux man! lost badly to 4 monster eaters who played cheat by pouring water into their ice-cream and drank them! YUCKS!...drinking 20-30 scoops of ice-cream with 4 guys! just imagine! haha the sight of it make me sick =p...let the pics do the talking...

Next! sat december 6th 2008, i had a shock of my life! why? after the festival, we head back to PS for some shopping and as we about to leave for wisma, just outside PS, there's this group of girls laughing out loud and my frens started to tease among each other how they wish they got a hug too!....i was too busy sms-ing my fren becos i'm gonna be late and the moment i checked with my frens what happened, wow! 3-4 girls ran towards us and one girl grabbed my arm. she said : " hey today's my birthday! can you give me a hug?" i was like err...huh? she had a sign board across her neck and before i can even finish reading the sign and say no!...she put her arms around me and hug me, gosh man! stunned to the max! first thing that came across my mind! shit! am i in catcha or some TV prank? next! err...i duno! i'm just stunned and i just stood there blushing?...i duno...super weird to be hug by some stranger...or super weird to be hug by a girl? there's 1 or 2 cams ard and yup~ instead of hit and run! she hug and run! =_=...after a few shots taken then all of them ran away! i am still having the "HUH what exactly happened look" and my frens all came teasing me...i must admit those girls are daring manz and maybe i'm just boring! one hell of an unforgettable "lucky" experience~ happy birthday! to whoever you are =)...just hope my picture wont end up in forums or magazines...

Rushed down to CCK and met my frens for a temple dinner! haha hard to explain! it's like those auction dinner next to temple and at first i was having this mentality that's it's gonna be vegitarian! haha to my amazement! it's not! haha it's funny cos we are one of the youngest there!... As my fren's parents are away from sg, we represent his dad and help to offer our thanks to the temple~ As a free thinker, i'm not good at such things! haha we asked the aunties how to pray and do the right thing? then we followed the crowd, opening up packets of leaves and sweets for the gods. Went inside the temple and tried to offer all my incense sticks to every god i came across! i missed out some but well! haha alot mistakes while doing our prayer =)...

Here's the funny part! haha dinner started and so does the auction! haha! they auctions thinks like packets of rice, banners and those HUAT KUEY...haha 10KG of rice worth 500-700 dollars haha...and they call it the Huat Zai Bee (hokkien)...haha or HDB haha Huat Dua Bee! Prosperity rice? haha and those red banners right! gosh! ppl screaming their lives to bid for it at 7000-8000! haha it seems like sg is not having a recession afterall! haha so funny becos the auction was conducted in hokkien, i just cant help it but kept luffing! haa the guy kept saying buy liao sat, sun 4d and monday toto sure strike! haha but we all were like wahz! auction until item 50+ liao still saying the same thing! gosh! haha how can everyone strike! =p....
Went Queenstown to watch soccer and play a few rounds of numberball before heading to changi airport to see yx off to japan!! envyyy!! japan trip for a month with his gf! arhhh i'm jealous! not becos of the gf! but it's going on a holiday with someone u love! gosh! so nice man!....but the drawback! haha negative 5000 on yr bank account hoho! =)...went gelyang for supper!! and it's like 5am in the morning le! SUPER long day and so sorry that i got to aeroplane another grps of frens who had soccer session planned earlier! i really din meant to overslp...i'm tired! sorry!...

Strangely, i'm missing her presence already despite that i did see her on thursday, no msn no reply no contact, doubt she will pick up my call too... Super duper failure...guess's she happier this way ba! i made alot of mistakes and i deserved it totally...acting on impulse can kill but i kinda cherish how we met with no regrets! at least for sure i know what makes this feeling different.

If there's one wish that can be granted for me this christmas, i really do wish everyone to keep their hopes and miracles alive! the candle dim might be burning faintly but it's still burning to provide us some heat! cheers to all our dreams and wilson! i really do hope you can pull thru this hard obstacle~ i really do! Jiayou...

Jason

Relieve stress!

2008-11-29T18:49:00.002+08:00

haha any guys feeling stress out there? try singing 3.06 to 3.15 for this song! haha damn shuangggg...windows all shattered*

Been looking for this song for quite awhile! haha bump into it while visiting lawrance's profile! thanks man! haha

Wow! super nice song by both of them! made me wanna learn canto ASAP! gosh! their canto so fluent! haha! i only know leng zai and leng lui~ lolz or maybe lei hoh moh?

nice duet~ =(~ sad song

ARHHH!! my mum just told me i miss the first prize for 4D by 1 digit!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh today was feeling sianz of the Pv=mrt so i went to buy 9982 with some sudden urge that will come out! gosh! 9981 first prize! arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i very long nv buy 4D liao...been years! gosh!!!!! piangggg....okiee...! $5000 just flew away by 1 stupid digit! =(....

Suits my mood now =(....haaaa

2008-11-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

[小酒窩]
詞：王雅君曲：林俊傑

（JJ）我還在尋找一個依靠和一個擁抱
誰替我祈祷祈禱替我煩惱為我生氣為我鬧

（sa）幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我们慢慢緊靠 *** 1
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了

（合）小酒窝長睫毛是你最美的記號
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你對我多麼的重要
有了你生命完整的剛好

小酒窝長睫毛迷人得無可救藥 *** 2
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好我永远愛你到老

ops!! exams really too sian le!! taking a break here! grim reaper! do you have a dimple? haha....i was reading my materials today and i was trying to memorize that ductile fracture do have a dimpled surface! haha immediately i thought of this song! err no link? haha whatever! do u all like guys or girls with dimples? haha personally i find that dimples do make ppl very cute and sweet! haha...haha i bet for 1 dollar that those reading my post now are checking with their mirrors wondering if they got dimples too? LOL...try making some funny faces! haha...i'm sure there's some lines or holes that look like dimples! HAHA...love this sweet song! suits my mood! =)...

Last Post for Nov

2008-11-09T17:46:00.003+08:00

hey grim! today shall be my last post for nov! before my exams starts in 2 weeks time! =)...time really flies and after all the busy rushing of work and stuff! next week is my last week to be attending lectures le! =(~...dear nus! i attended all lectures and kept myself awake most of the time! can you please just let us go to sch and do the modules instead of giving us horrible exams? or how about giving us MCQ exams? =)...reality is not that kind after all....

Guess i will be missing my friends, and nua my way thruout the holiday! Deep down i feel like working for another $1000...but why the rush to work?? so i can spent more on the things i like? today before i head to the dentist! my dad came to talk to me about life. He said i changed alot ! =(...i am not sure if it's a good change but he told me that sometimes in life, we only need to know how to have enough $ to live on! Humans complaining about why his wallet is not an LV, why his TV is not a Plasma, and why his iphone is not the latest version? arh! yes! we must work hard and not regret but at times! u also must be sure what are the things that you are striving for? why work sooo soo soo hard just becos you wanna drive a BMW when a nice honda civic can do the same job?

haha i guess this gave me a good reason not to work during the holiday and try to catch up with all my frens and things that i wanna do for such a long time!...ever since from india to ord to smrt to nus to admin job to nus to paragon to nus and now it's another holiday! should i continue to strive on ? or take a little 1 month break??....today i met weiliang in sch and he told me that one of my men got brain tumor and is seeking for treatment now! For that moment, i felt damn sad...gosh! i felt damn sad at that moment! zzz just one year ago i was with them sharing smiles! =(...hey wilson! god bless~!! all the best for your operation tmlz! speedy recovery!

Last month! i took a death clock test and it calculated my life span for the IDEAL situation, no smoking, everyday luff and BMI lower than 22...i got about 61 years to live on!...gosh! come to think abt it! damn scary! 61 more cycles!...but i doubt i got the breath to live that long!...but i will try and strive hard for everything!! Actually i got a rough plan on how to live my 61 cycles! LOL! but i am kinda shy to type it out! =)...

Lastly! can someone explain to me why girls giggle?? 0_~! last week, i board this bus 188 on a rush! cos i was late and when i got up the bus, i scan thru the bus wondering if there's someone i might bump into. At that moment, i saw 3 girls giggling and i thot they had some jokes or what. The giggling got louder and i am feeling weird cos i am the only one standing on the bus! and my spider sense was telling me that the giggling was on me!! FIRST REACTION~! i reacted the most natural way to check if my ZIPPER FLY was open? =xx thank god it's closed! PHEW~~ next i was thinking maybe it's a leaf on my hair?? wa piang! i was thinking! err what's so funny? haiz!....took out my mp3 and pretend i am the only person on the bus!! d0_0D thank god there's a seat and i sat down!!...at around clementi, the girls alighted and i got a relief! phew....and when i looked out the glass panel! all 3 of them wave at the bus...wondering if it's to me or to someone on the bus!....PIANG! to react or not to react? i just smileee...and the bus vroom OFF....err...wat a weird day =)...

Love is only sweet and romantic when 2 person are in sync and living in their own world...or else! anything sweet to you might be sour for the other person...

A Love Test....Imagine...someone whom u like said this to you.....

With the start of each new day
I find myself thinking of you...
In the middle of my busy day,
my mind wanders and I think of you...
Out of nowhere I see your smile,
hear your laugh and I think of you...
Life is beautiful now because I fall in love
all over again each time I think of you.

now~! think of someone you dont like and he/she said this to you! =) haha

想你 =)

愛如潮水

2008-10-28T00:45:00.002+08:00

wow! grimmy...last week i downloaded a new media player (jetaudio) for my mp3 songs as i find it quite a hassle to play a video from windows media player and all the tracks that i have on my play list will be gone! and it's kinda sian to ADD from the folder again! so i decided to separate my players into mp3 and videos!!....and this player gives me the creepy feel~...

why? this morning, the player was playing it's tracks as usual and when it played 蔡淳佳-愛如潮水....i began to pause from whatever i'm doing and sat infront of the com trying to sing along! haha so nice...as the song ended...i remembered that there's this guy's version but i felt so zzzzz to dig from 900 over tracks just to find the song....so i just sat infront of the com and to my surprise, the player actually played 張學友 - Ai Ru Ziao Zui 愛如潮水....exactly what i wanted! OMG....maybe it's a calling that i should blog abt it and share this song! =)...it's nice! Bois and girls! just sing along when u are stress! =)...

GAW party

2008-10-19T14:24:00.003+08:00

hey! grim! have you ever gotten a present by a stranger? and it's something u love it or dying to have it? haha it's Grant a wish by NUS CSC =)...yup! went to help ard with 2 parties and it's fun =)! Lots of funny things happened like kids calling me uncle (should not have told them my age during the icebreak!) !!...kids kicking me from behind...punching knuckles with someone who's dying to go army to train up and defeat me...haha! Overall, i think both parties went on pretty well, with extreme reactions when the kids got to see their presents.

i had a grp with me last week and there's this boy who left me a deep impression. He's the most obedient kid in the grp during the games and we chatted pretty normally, but there's this outburst of emotion @ the moment he saw his own gift. It's the first time i saw a kid cried so bitterly when tearing off the wrapper of his own gift. Okie, close ur eyes now and imagine....crying over a gift....that's pretty sad right? Why? becos he's disappointed for not getting his wish! as he preferred a nike sch bag rather than a nike pouch...

@ that moment of time, i felt like hugging him and tell him that i can still buy him a nike sch bag if he don't mind, but i struggled mentally thinking if such an action might be spoiling him or even ruin the objective of Grant a wish...it's just painful to see a kid crying in front of u....i had watched hundreds of movies showing how a kid cry infront of parents....but that feeling is just different...

I told him a story abt the man who complaint how tough his life is until he met a beggar with no legs, abt being thankful of what we got and continue to strive hard for things that we want on our own, we cant just simply write every wishes down on a note and expect them to come true... HAHA i told him something lame abt me wanting a car so badly but no body ever bother to grant my wish! haha Damn! he nv luff lor! =( haha....i was expecting him to say that, dont worry kor, i will buy for u nxt time if u buy me the nike bag now! LOL....i can wait...i dun mind! LOL....i am not sure if he understand me but i hope he's alot stronger now and starts to appreciate his nike pouch =)! kids nowadays are really lucky! when i was his age, i think i am having a ninja turtle sch bag! where got nike! =x

On the contrary, the party held last friday was abit different, every kid cheered for their gifts even though it's like a mini sch bus, a box of colour pencils and even drawing paper. This clearly points out that it's not the gift that matters, it's the mentality and concept abt how positive and how appreciative it is on ur own life.

I was peeping at one corner! on a little boy! hEEE...i am not sure if his name is tom! haha peeping tom! but....i was watching him tearing off his prezie and the delighted look on his face that it's a control car he got....Laura told me that he went ard showing off to ppl the car he got...i was happy that he love it but i felt like going towards him and tell him to be humble! haha but i just stood near the pillar and peep =x....u know why?? it's becos i am the one who bought the car! =)

Saw the kid who got his guitar too, and i'm sure he will be a talented guitar player someday becos it took us a day to scout for the best guitar for a kid! Worth it right! mr jin! haha =)

All the best kids! =) Hopefully such touching moments can inspire a few or even many of them to make a difference in lives of others when they grow up and look back @ their childhood! ! Keep trying and make everyone lives a little better each day =)

Cheers....

Put The Big Red Button on your site

Catching up!

2008-10-06T22:17:00.005+08:00

hey grim!! ooo the last entry was exactly one month ago! haha! so lazy and busy throughout the month of sept that i don't really feel like sitting down and type any entry.

First of all! Happy birthday to me!! this entry suppose to be on sept 11th haha but i actually forgotten to blog about it! =X...Well, i must say, birthday normally is oso known as a thank you day! why? becos of all the well wishes and happy bday msges! haha normally i will have this habit of keeping all the msges for one year in my cell and del. the last year bday wishes...haha thanks everyone for ur sms, testi, cards, wall-to-wall msges =)! Sadly, my bday, i need to head to sch and there's Annual General Meeting at night! -_- ! gosh! i think that's the most time wasting meeting i ever had in my life and it's on my bday =(! haha...nvm! quite memorable actually to have so many ppl singing bday song to me...quite scary too....face* red....=) Thanks alot once again! =)

Moving on, went to equinox for Sock Hoon's Bday party! it's one of the most grand party held i must say! good food! nice view! and wow! touching efforts from kahoon to sock hoon~ must be the power of love =)! it's nice to see couple so loving! =) and i shall let some of the pics do the talking....

Next, i'm gonna KEYBOARD down some of the nice quotes from Prof. Randy after i read his book before returning the book back to jin...

Luck is what happened when preparation meets opportunity!

The friday night solution!

Okie i will elaborate abit on this! Basically, everyone is looking for shortcuts in life to achieve great things but however, the shortest route to success is actually the long way! 2 words! Work Hard! When u feel that ur time is not enough? Prolly gonna work on the time management and! work hard even on friday nites to solve the problem =)

All you have to do is ask...

Look for the best in everybody...

Pay attention to what they do, not what they say...

The lost art of Thank You Notes...

It's a great book! these are some of the key chapters of the book and it actually reminds me of the things that i knew but as time goes by, i actually forgotten most of it or i am too bz to even think and reflect abt it! i had a set of core values that i adhere to all the time. This book showed me how positive a man can get despite his illness and kind of reinforce my core values a little! i should not be here giving book reviews on this book! just go read it alright if u all have the time? =)!

Fast Forward....last saturday! omg! so crazy that i had 10 hours of KTV in a single day! i had a ktv session from 2pm to 7pm...then i traveled to IMM to meet Xian Xi and some F9 buddies! =) Happy 23th birthday Xian Xi =)! haha sing again from 10pm to 3am!! Heart Ache when i pay for the ktv but!! it's alright! What are brothers for man? =)

KTV BLog

2008-09-06T14:00:00.004+08:00

Arlow Grim!! haha i think soon enuff i am turning my blog into a KTV blog where everyone can come in and sing! haha today my fren intro me a SUPER OLD song! haha i rmb this song was sang by my Ex gf when i was in secondary 3? kinda like my first KTV during that time? PHEW i'm OLD man! It's a break up song but it's nice! Emotions pouringggg...but i think such songs only sounds nice when you are feeling EMO or if u are facing problems similar...=)...Thanks fiona for the intro! =)!

面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
分手是我们唯一的话题
却没有人愿意提起
如果一开口便成了结局
我的心就会离开身体活在过去
爱不爱结果都教人伤心
我不知道该怎么作决定
分手应该是要先哭泣还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你该离开你
还是继续逃避

And lastly, before i worked on my lab report! i wanna rant abit on what happened yesterday! Had soccer with my frens in sch and everyone was having fun until a grp of Indians who came to challenge us. I'm sorry! not that i'm racist, butttt one of them reallyyyy damn smelly!! wahz kao! with the scotching sun above us! and the smell....ENDUREEEE....but guess what! when i tried to defend and one of the smelliest guy rub against my RIGHT arm!!! i near puke! GOSH!! my whole arm got his indian sweat SMELL!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH immediately, i lost focus and nearly fainted =x....WHY! bathe more man! =x....i'm so sorry! if a chinese smell as bad! i will rant too! it's not abt the race! it's abt the Body odor...

Anyway, I remembered someone asked me before what's the first thing i notice about a girl and i said "i will notice her eyes and how she smell"... LOL but i dun go around sniffing girls! i think that's the basic of the basic to smell pleasant or nice! but pls do not pour ur whole perfume if someday we do meet okie! haha TOO MUCH perfume might be overkill =)!!

Lastly, ytd went to help Charlotte on her japanese module survey where she need to do a DRAMA research on Densha Otoko! It's about a japanese "ZAI NAN" who met a pretty lady on a train ride and blah blah blah...the drama kinda portrayed him as a super pervertic guy lusting for love and girls! gosh! quite er xin at some of the scenes buttt! how come their module so fun de? =(( my modules are doing industrial projects and balancing lab reports where sometimes i think engineering quite boring! =x!!

DHL, we deliver Whatever!

2008-09-04T21:32:00.005+08:00

KTV! KTV! i miss!

stayyyyy on my blog and sing this song! nice song! how i wish i can change my voice interchangeably so i can singgg female songssss without scaring ppl =)

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

赵勇
梁静茹-会呼吸的痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了.......

When 刘德华 and 李立揚 combine =p

Catchy song!!@ enjoyy

2008-08-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

Main Entry: .........
Part of Speech: adjective
Synonyms: blue, bummed, crestfallen, dejected, despondent, destitute, dispirited, down, downbeat, downcast, downhearted, gloomy, glum, hollow, low, melancholy, sad, somber, spiritless, under a cloud, unhappy

21km!

2008-08-25T21:31:00.005+08:00

hello! grim!

i had a very meaningful weekend!! =) on sat! i went on an outing with Mindsville to watch fireworkssssss and kinda had 2 residents who were attached to jin, geehoe and me! =) shall call them LS and GP ba! It's my 2nd time actually volunteering for people with autistic personal and it's a whole new experience for me. When i was in poly! it's kinda scary when i first step into MINDS becos some of them actually shouted at me for no reason! But! after awhile! u will realise that they shout becos they are happy! and that's how they actually express it! becos some of them cant really speak well! So i had fun there playing games with them and trying my best to chat with them! 4.5years later! this whole weird feeling came back when i was trying hard to communicate with GP. I think it's hard to actually blog it down the weird feeling that they can give u! but i felt happy trying to cheer them up! even thou i think they dun really understand what i am saying.

They gave me a new insights on how simple life can be! Just smile =) and it's not tt complicated after all! seriously i think it's us humans who make it so complicated and competitive to live on. Their innocent faces together with the smiles actually can bring u to another carefree world where suddenly u feel that dreams do come true and it's within your reach soon~ i'm not sure if anyone do understand what i am trying to say! butt haha it's just different! It's like just by looking at them and staying nxt to them! i will start to dream and dare to dream! becos it's not that complicated after all!!

We had amazing race around suntec and they had some fear in escalator where our roles come into play! but it's kinda annoying when stares are actually shooting on them and us most of the time! give us a break alright! give them a chance to check out suntec and stop being selfish and block their way?? I heard this "jizzzz" sound by one of shoppers when GP accidentally brushed her hand! wa piang! BTH!

"Bing Bomb Bing Bomb" and it's the fireworks! haha! take pics and end of session! i think the headfake for this session is to actually slow things down in life and take a second look on life! seriously! things were alot slower in their lives and i feel more relaxxx compared to....ehh later 1pm where is the lecture ar? nxt week got tutorial ornot? ehh...shit! lab report is due tmlz? haha that kind of feeling =)

Sunday!! wooo woke up at 4.30am! and moved my lazy ass to munch down 2 wholemeal bread!! Had a good water parade and off i go to meet my frensss for 21km AHM run!! haha Seriously! i scare i might collapse so the nite b4 i actually wrote down my daddy's name big big on my number tag...just in case! =) first time running ma! precautionss is the best way to keep u between life and death at times.

Stretch Stretch and off i go for the 21km! haha gosh! i feel kinda light as i ran between the crowds! GOSH! the number of runners is so massive that we had to jog on the spot on some of the occasions at the start of the run! Just ran and ran! enjoying the breeze! and saw alot of motivated runners! Running rox! =) simple fun and healthy! =)! hahah! oh ya! when i was around the 12km mark! haha got this 2 guy giving bananas to the crowd! haha i was telling geehoe! wah piang...so hungry! haha...so i jog and eat the banana at the same time!! GOSH!! it's the best banana i had in my life! haha SO SWEET!!! and filling? lol...the banana moment =)! ran and ran! fatigue legs and stress-out lungs! i continued on and on! haha felt so happy that i completed the run without any stops =)! haha i think i took 2 hours and 15mins? not too sure about the timing! it's okie! i completed the RUN! whooohoo!

Sadlyy, now i got problems moving ard NUS (national university of stairs)!! painful! hope i can recover fast and take my ippt on this coming saturday! haha lastly! compliments to choonguan for the pictures! haha i lazy to take pics and upload =)) hmm should i join 42km run this year?? must really think abt it ! it's 75 bucks!! =( it's 1km = $1.78 hahaha!!

Cheers,
Jason

Jenny the Ballerina

2008-08-15T23:56:00.003+08:00

wow! haha what's ur impression on ballet grim? haha i always got this impression that the ballerina will turn and turn and turn until she's feels giddy and vomit hahaahaa!
thus jenny the ballerina proved me wrong by showing me this clip! haha wow! i am impressed! =) enjoyy ! she's so graceful man! flexible too ^^) enjoyy

Inspired!

2008-08-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

Grim! check this video out! i'm really amazed by how this video can actually kept me glued to the screen and it's a lecture video by Professor Randy Pausch - The Last Lecture! It's a lengthy video about an hour plus. i got inspired after the video and i hope my sharing does inspire some of my frens out there reading my blog. Oh ya! many thanks to wenjin who actually paste this link to me! i kinda decided to get the book but i just hope i got the time to finish the book before the tutorials and mugging starts piling up on me.

Basically, he focused on a few things in his lecture and i myself found some of them pretty useful! He mentioned about this brick wall thing at the start of the lecture where he claims that everything in life! there's this brick wall obstructing you from getting the goal or dream itself! And he latter on claims that the wall actually acts as a Test to determine how badly you want this dream of yours! this will clearly separates THE REST and the BEST? That's how i interpret it and it's so true! nothing is impossible in this world and u just have to make it happen? who? it's u! What's life when there's nothing to strive for? Shady goals and that sense of achievement that each and everyone of us desire for?

Next, he moved on to the thing he called "headfake" where for example u actually gave the kids a chance to play games but in fact the real meaning behind the game is to actually let the kids get to know each other better and how about building teamwork within themselves. I actually pickup this skill when i was in the army and i'm still kinda working on it trying my best to make ppl or frens learnt abt the good things in life! It's not easy! Leadership is a big word! Passion is also another big word! Try to get any kid out there and asked him what are some of his views regarding a passionate leader and he will go like errRR i don't care? HUH how come u ask me such a boring question?

he's one of the guy i am going to be saluting not because he's a professor? nor is he some great man who invented some cash growing machine. The reason why i am spending time on this is because this man live to inspire. The thing he did for his wife was great and talking about the polarity of this person! he's absolutely a positive person despite the conditions that he's facing!

In short, work around with FUN and inspire the people around you! I always believe in good karma too and thank you professor Pausch for some of your enlightening moments =)

Happy Birthday to the LEO brothes! Choon Guan and Wenmin!! =) ROAR!

2008-08-09T13:09:00.002+08:00

KTV KTV KTV!!! =) had 3 KTV sessions this week and tonite will be the last one before sch starts! haha tonite will be a showdown of songs from 11pm to 5.30am!! haha it's been awhile since i sang overnite le! kinda excited haha! it's also the first outing for clementi volunteers! haha meanwhile! the song that capture my heart is this!! haha enjoyy and sing along! =) got the FEELING!

Cheers!

I'm Back!

2008-08-03T14:09:00.004+08:00

Hi there Grim,! it's been awhile since i log on to my own website to blog my feelings as i was kinda affected by some of the things that happened but well, i just don't feel comfortable blogging it out! I'm sorry that it took me so long to even write an entry! Things changed and ya! so am i.

Wow! My last entry was talking about how excited i am going for the camp and BLINK! it's been a month since, i met so many friends from the community service club and i am still having trouble trying to get to know and be able to recall the names of every individual in the club! i'm just not good at names sometimes! =) If ever i met u someday and i go like errrr, help me out alright! =) i am sure i will remember them well as time goes by.

Basically, the camp ended with a success and different groups organizing post camp outings trying to create scandals between councilors and freshies. Trust me on this, i'm not so much into scandals and stuff! But i don't mind hearing 1 or 2 scandals of my very own friends! haha =) hmm it's really a whole new experience for me i must say as compared to those days when i was in poly trying to slack my way thru, at least, we shared a common goal to bring the lives of the unfortunate to a whole new level of comfort with all our means.

Job ended last week and i was busy helping out with Project C.A.N and a little tiny bit on Grant a Wish. Basically project C.A.N went well, sweat got over me during collection and distributing of the canned food but what's there to complain when you see the smiles of the elderly giving blessings and thankful notes to you with gratitude. That's sense of achievement man!! Be it crazy or what, i always believed that a simple smile can actually cure millions of diseases. I'm trying and i hope u can bring smiles of the people around you too! I'm sure you can!

Met some really hyper active kids at Melrose Children Home where they showed temper and gusto believing that there's nothing to be afraid of even at the age of 10! I must admit i am shock that how some of them behaved and it's really a pain in the ass trying to make them listen to you! Trust me on that! Nv try nv Know! it's a good place to train your patience if you are lacking some of it in your soul.

Been Appointed the chair-person for Clementi RVP, thanks to kit, terrance and choonguan for giving me this chance! Kinda got arrowed but well it's not a poison arrow as well because at every leadership position you gonna hold nxt time! You will see alot of things in a whole new perspective that you might not even realize. I'm keen to learn and i hope i can at least unify the clementi volunteers to be part of the CSC family! poor clementi =( always forgotten by ppl lol =) Maybe i can start off with the motto of "A good Deed a day keeps your karma away" haha i'm just kidding!

"A good deed a day keeps the melancholy mood away"

Got to go! Will be back with pictures and songs! Keep supporting and thank you everyone for your patience on clicking on my blog~

Lastly, Happy Birthday Mom! =) without you! there's no Jason!

Ethelonter

2008-06-30T01:10:00.006+08:00

Hoho~! Grim! tmlz will be Day 0 for ethelonther! haha what's ethelonter? it's actually NUS community service club orientation camp for the new bloodddddddd so that the old blood like me! can graduate hahaha =) i will be away for a week!!! hoho games + new frens = fun! hope the freshies will enjoy themselves and hope we can give them a fun and memorable camp! jiayou! woosh~

Imara the mighty grp 5!!! group mates!

Motivation

2008-06-29T00:37:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow was invented to give us a fresh start on whatever that does not goes well today! =)~

Eye bags!

2008-06-23T02:14:00.003+08:00

hello grim! and everyone! haha today i went Watson's and i learnt something new abt our face! haha i thought it might be interesting? haha but guess at the end of the post! u all will be scolding me vain pot and stuff! well watever! enjoyy the video first~

How To Treat Bags Under Your Eyes

Anyway! just a beauty tip! to avoid "YOU PAO" forming near the eye area, avoid putting creams near the eye contour! why? because the skin is sensitive to oil and if it is unable to absorb the oil, "YOU PAO" will form~ hoho~ do everyone know this? or it's just me? Cosz normally people tends to put those creams near eye having the thought that it might actually get rid of the eye bags? When u gonna try on creams? think twice! =)~!

Sorrow and Despair

2008-06-19T11:44:00.003+08:00

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday

You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)

I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)

Ooooh...
(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday

R I A P S E D

Get to know yourself better~

2008-06-13T00:11:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone! i just got this personality test from a fren! haha try it out! =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Jokes

2008-06-12T10:25:00.002+08:00

hey Grim! a Joke a Day makes my world a better place!

1)My wife
Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a
millionaire to?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you
married her?"
Millionaire: "A Billionaire"

2)When i was primary 1
A Primary School teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The
teacher asked, "Jason, what is your problem?"

Jason answered, "I'm too smart for the Primary 1. My sister is in Primary 3
and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in Primary 3 too!"

The teacher took Jason to the principal's office. While Jason waited in the
outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.
The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed
to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the Primary 1, and
behave. The teacher agreed. Jason was brought in. The conditions were
explained, and Jason agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Jason: "9"

Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Jason: "36"

And so it went with every question the principal thought a Primary 1
student should know.

The principal looks at the teacher and tells her, "I think Jason can go to Primary 3."

The teacher says to the principal, "May I ask him some tougher questions?"
The principal and Jason both agree.

Teacher: "What does a cow have four of that I have only two?"
Jason: "Legs."

Teacher: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?" (The
principal wondered, why does she ask such a question!)
Jason: "Pockets."

Teacher: "What does a dog do when a man steps in?"
Jason: "Pants."

Teacher: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, and it is hairy, oval,
delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?" (The principal's eyes open
really wide and before he could stop the answer...)
Jason: "Coconut."

Teacher: "What goes in hard ! and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
Jason: "Bubblegum."

Teacher: "What does a man do standing up, a woman do sitting down and
dog do
on three legs?"
Jason: "Shake hands."

Teacher: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?"

Teacher: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up.
I get wet before you do." Who am I?
Jason: "A Tent."

Teacher: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The
best man always has me first." What am I? (Principal was looking restless
and a bit tense)
Jason: "A Wedding Ring."

Teacher: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow
me, I feel good." What am I?
Jason: "A Nose."

Teacher: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a
quiver." What am I?
Jason: "An Arrow."

Teacher: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot
of excitement?"
Jason: "Firetruck."

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put this
*** in Primary 6! I got the last 10 questions all wrong myself."

Hope u all enjoyed the jokes! haha! gonna work! Enjoy shopping everyone! GSS ending soon! =x

Salvatore Ferragamo

2008-05-27T22:18:00.004+08:00

grimmmy~ it's been awhile since i blog! as i was busy working full shift for a week due to the VIP sales and the opening of the great singapore sales! =)! haha i felt happy working in paragon as i get to meet alot of rich ladies? LV bags is just like normal pasa malum bags and everyone seems to have it? haha PRADA GUCCI and lots of nice watches were seen as i was serving them. I chatted with most of them as i felt damn bored when i simply serve them the shoe and they are really nice customers! =) Every customer is so polite but i still met some demanding ones but so far so good =).

Ladies asking me for advises how to match for evenings and what kind of heels is best for their comfort, haha i'm getting better each day i guess and i felt damn delighted when customers gave me positive feedback and praise me with comments! haha let me BHB abit, it made my day last saturday when a mid 30's lady commented that it's the first time she interacted with such a handsome and cute salesman! haha gosh! i felt like saying, do u need a god son? LOL =x nah! just kidding! but well, i felt so happy =)~ HEEHEE

Rich husbands swiping their cards for their lovely wives, and kids wearing branded all over were so common in the shop! gosh!! LV shoe for a 6 yr old kid? kinda amazing isn't it! haha from this job, i learnt alot of things and i made myself a pact that i really gonna work hard and earn more $ so that my wife and children can enjoy such shopping spree once in awhile without me tearing off my sleeves to pay the debts at the end of the month! Like i always say, as long as the problem can be solved by money, it's not a problem at all! When things getting more expensive each year, it's just a wakeup call asking you to buck up and work harder rather than whining all over a slight increase like 50 cents in cab fares or petrol?

Lastly, i envy couples that were so loving even at their middle age, husbands offered to wear shoes for their wives and when their wives cannot decide which to get, they will say things like " honey get both then, it's okie" so Sweet, lol i gonna work hard towards that! I guess i kinda miss her that's y i am having such thoughts?

With You - Chris Brown

Love this song!

I need you, Boo
I gonna see you, boo
And the hearts all over the world tonite
.......................................

i'm so dead, missing her all over

First Cooking lesson!

2008-05-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

Spent half a day tidying my room! =) here it goes! haha still need alot of upgrading to do with my room, like painting the aircon? haha but i think it's kinda hard as most of the furniture are in place le! kinda lazy to move them ard without any help from my parents..hmm anyone sleeping on those silky blanket cover? lol i think i need to start saving up soon to buy one nice mattress cover for myself!! or maybe i should try to HINT harder to my mum that i need a new cover! lol =)

anyway, went for my first cooking lesson with my mum today, went thru real basics like how to cook rice without rice cooker? haha those basic sauces, and where on earth can i find those ingredients in the market. Well, it took me quite awhile to take down the notes haha only manage to be a bystander in the kitchen but no worry! i shall work hard and download all the cooking skills from my mum =)~

Did my first full gear jogging today and wow! an additional jacket with track pants really can make alot of difference while jogging! the heat was so intense that after 5km, i felt as dry like i had finish 10km...i think i am not used to jogging in such a manner ba! but it's real good training! i'm sure i will improve even better =)

ORD lo!

2008-05-08T20:29:00.004+08:00

Happy ORD!!! to all my fellow men! =) OMG! jason lee will salute to everyone in my platoon! =) finally freedom for u guyS! haha i still rmb how i console u guys that u will ORD in no time! memories sia! and guess what!! exactly one yr ago! i ORD-ed too lol =) time really flies!!

This power of command was really unforgettable with 47 guys under me, i felt real good and u guys mold the jason i am today! days of me screaming! days of me giving boring lectures, days of me shouting! cmon 10 more secs to SOC pass! haha...makes me feel like going back to army to chiong again with u guys! buT!! hahaha guess u all wun wanna go back so soon ba! =) Alot rumours saying that i might be u guys de OC, but i really hope i can still be LTA jason when i am back for re-service! at least i wun feel so weird by having a command position that might break our bond as soldiers! =) anyway! i got my unit le! and hope to see u guys next year or after i graduate. Enjoy the freedom guys! and i nv lie to u guys right! army aint tt bad afterall! u guys will miss it somehow =)...

Just dig out this pic~ hmm kinda wasted that i dun haf a picture of the whole platoon of everyone! if u guys happened to haf it, email it to me alright ~ =)

Anyway grim, i got a job le, will be working in paragon nxt week, currently preparing the stocks for sale in warehouse near IMM! I am touching bags worth 2000-5000 plus! haha giving price tag that i doubt anyone of us bear to fork out just for tt bag/shoes/wallets etc. Kinda tired but well, i must work hard! =)

Finally, 2 semester in NUS and by this august, i am year 3 student le! damn amazing ! lol cant wait to graduate !! =) haha it's very rare to see 10 guys taking pictures together but well, hahahaha manage to force them to take with me ^^)~ memories ma! nxt time i wanna show my child!~ papa ye shang guo da xue de wor! LOL goodluck frens for all ya jobhunt and i am going off for few rounds of pool session with my bestie! enjoy da holidaysss

Jason

Disappointed

2008-05-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

Grim! I'm very disappointed and disgusted by actions by various people. Stop judging me alright? When u got no topic to talk abt in a conversation! can u stop talking abt me? I hate it when guys uses such topics to create topic with girls! Even when u talk behind my back, and u found out negative things? Should u just approach me in private to discuss abt it rather than telling everyone in the whole grp? What's ur problem man? Trying to impress a girl with me as a bait? Stop giving me advises like i should not do this, i should not do that when u dun even understand the situation? What's wrong with people these days?! Got scolded for trying to make a girl smile!! and got warned not to hurt her? c'mon! why on earth will i wanna hurt someone i miss dearly?? Seems like everything i did was wrong! haiz speechless and sad! Everyone seems like expecting my failure to come except some of my real brothers who really stood by me and listen to me! Thanks alot! i really appreciated it! and lastly when i wanna find out more things from this fren of mine, guess what? "i will not betray her" by telling u stuffs, and i was like.....totally disappointed! not because he did not told me things that i think i should know but, he's talking abt betrayal this word! how long haf u got to know her? when she told u all these things? did she betray her own fren too? stop using those things u know to make me feel worst?? Lastly, stop putting words into my mouth! just becos u wanna impress the girl does not mean u got to agreee with her and side her? gosh! Maybe i got this whole situation wrong! maybe there's misunderstanding?

Why do i still think of them when they nv even spare a thought on me when they happily discussing my agony? haiz! i really hope i was wrong abt all these and how i wish i did not know abt all these too...

Maths

2008-04-30T09:55:00.003+08:00

Wendy bought CDs at $3 each and sold them at $8 each. To promote sales, all customers who bought 2 CDs were given 1 free CD. After she had sold all the CDs, Wendy made a gain of $1235 despite giving away 150 CDs to her customer. How many of Wendy's customer bought only one CD?

Stress? try this out =x...the sum of your answer must be equal to 10, msg me if u wan the answers...

Life is full of questions and answers for us to seek....

JL

Happy Birthday

2008-04-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

enjoy! haha very cute and innocent~!

Gastric~

2008-04-19T16:09:00.002+08:00

heyo grim~! i just finished my 1st paper today! =)~ Having a bad gastric now and just got home after few rounds of pool with zac~ haha although it's only ard 10-20 games, but the feeling is damn shoik~ the sense of perfection when u can position your cue ball to the right place is really ssssssssssss amazing....

Anyway, just a little history about myself, i started playing pool/billard when i was like 16? haha that time just finished olvl's and i still rmb those days when we used to TON at east coast park~ going for countdowns~, trying hard to see shooting stars? haha hanging ard in ppl's home, drinking and playing winning 11!~ haha i miss those days with my gang of friends (f9) but guess everyone move on to archive greater things in life, it seems like everyone ard me is working and earning $ except me. I just felt kinda left out at times? F9 is a group of guys from dunearn secondary sch, who always stay back till 7pm everyday, doing what? haha soccer! that's how i picked up my soccer skills! haha and i met my best friend, yisheng by tripping him off the ball and he bleed badly? LOL~ i just miss those days! but well, after so many yrs, everyone changed i guess? i doubt any of the F9 members even click on my blog anymore. Kinda sad!~ Guess u all must be bored by my past...haha wondered why i am typing this?

I am having serious gastric ache now and if i die? someone might actually know i love soccer or pool? lol i hate that feeling when u feel so helpless alone at home...i think i'll just slp~ Mug hard everyone~ Life is really just too short to be somebody else~ just be urself =)

Jason

Tired!~

2008-04-08T22:58:00.003+08:00

hi Grim! sorry for not blogging recently again! Damn bZ and i think i really need 48 hours a day to finish all my stuff! so tired! just finished my last session of befriending and when i heard them shouting and luffing during the session....it just makes my day~ haha reminds me of how i behave when i was abit younger~ =)~! haha sometimes the feeling is better than going out with a girl for dinner? LOL~! i think tt's a poor analogy! =)...

this shall be a disclaimer post that i will not be blogging for these 3 weeks as my exams are really round the corner. U can kill me, date me, eat me or even skin me alive after my last paper on MAY 06!!!! cant wait for that day to come man !

Check this out~

What good is beauty without brains, looks without charm, money without happiness, a smile without feelings, a life without you????

Love this song! and kinda wonder what does it feels like to tell my grand children one day how much i love ur grandma and how we met hahahahahaha...WAKE UP JASON!!! FIRST PAPER 19 APRIL!!!

enjoy the song! =)

Jason

I miss her!

2008-03-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Missing Her!

Typing Game

2008-03-22T11:23:00.002+08:00

How fast are you?

74 words

Speedtest

You type 414 characters per minute
You have 74 correct words and
you have 0 wrong words

haha! woke up in the morning feeling bo liaoz! so end up playing this typing game...haha anyone can type faster than 74 words/min? haha tag my board =p

A bad day~

2008-03-21T11:08:00.003+08:00

T_T a real bad day for me, is results really that important? At least i knew deep down that i deserve a better score. 0_0 no point to whine and hope that the tutor might got it wrong? Really got to put it aside and take it like a man! It's always a challenge to inspire yourself to move on but well, sometimes it's just hard. I just hate that feeling when so much effort was put in but it does not paid off to what u expect...That's life jason~ Life slap me hard on my face yesterday but i will make sure someday i got the chance to slap back! Gonna stay focus and concentrate for the finals!

lastly, thx you friends for listening to me, i just felt damn ZzzZzz!! 0_0

Jason

Ken Lee!!

2008-03-16T20:19:00.006+08:00

Grim! sorry for not blogging for the past few days! my motherboard gave up on me last sat, after i bought my new 22-inch monitor! =(...just when i thought i can endure my 5 yr old computer till may, it gave up on me while i was rushing for my lab report. This semester, i am so unlucky and had been doing double work due to my lousy computer! finally decided to trash out my saving and went down to sim lim and built a computer for myself! It's so fun to built computer! haha friends~ out there, if u all having computer problems and need to reformat or change of CPU, haha i can help! don't let ppl outside con u ! =) But i demand free lunch and dinner! haha =)

Been eating bread and drinking plain water after this trash out! Damn heartache cos i spent ard 1.8++ k on this. Hard saved $ =(~ Nvm it's worth it i guess, cos computer is my 2nd life, without it, i think i will simply rot at home and start crying? haha time flies man and exams is coming real soon! I cant wait for the 3 months holiday to come!

Went to night safari on wed during the befriending session and it's not really that fun due to the heavy rain! but well, i think the kids enjoyed themselves.

I'm so sorry Qi Ling! i din know you were behind me! sorry that i blocked u, tt's the grp pic! too bad my befriendee din turn up that day...

Went to help out during the OPEN HOUSE on sat and saw alot of 1989 JC students planning to join NUS! gosh emails tt end with abc_89@hotmail.com make me feel old!

Mug slp mug slp and today is sunday! arghz 8am lecture again tml! anyway just enjoy this video below! haha i had a good luff after watching it! =D

ken leee tuliboo diboo dachuu hahahahaha =)

J.L

MA1506

2008-03-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hello grim! i'm munching my late night Chicken Pau and while waiting for my hair to dry~! shall chat with u for awhile!~...My mum suspected that i got a GF in NUS becosz i often stayed in sch for long hours and she started to ask me how she look~! haha i happily told her i got a new GF and wanted to show her the pic~ haha i took out my notes and i showed her the pics of jacob bernoulli and isaac Newton hahaha for those who duno Bernoulli, i believe u all know who is Newton right? haha the apple man~ haha i told her that Bernoulli ditched me becos of miss fluid and newton accept me cos i am an apple in his eye! lolz~

and guess what! my mum only caught a glance of Mr Bernoulli and she said, wahz! not bad ur ex quite CHIO~1 HAHAHHA i nearly LOL to the max~ cosz bernoulli was wearing a WIG and i guess most mathematicians during those days love to wear tt wig.....he's a guy if u still cant understand what i am trying to bring across so far! =P...i think ar, the longer ur wig, means the more wisdom u haf? maybe i should perm curl my hair~ ha....jasonanolli~ haaa i think i am too stress ~ haa sorry grim~ =p

tml is my MA1506 maths paper and i hope any of these 2 great mathematicians can "SHANG SHEN" onto my brain during 8pm to 9pm !!! haha! Goodluck to me~

Good night~

Jason

Leap Year

2008-02-29T12:30:00.005+08:00

WooHoo! 290208! today is the leap year! haha and i made a wish last night on 0000Hr! hmm did u make any wish? haha instead of going to sch today! i shall stay at home and do my final revision for MLE paper tomorrow morning! Good Luck to me! =) It's my mid term holiday but before i can really enjoy it, it's FRIDAY le! =(

i went airshow 2008 last sat and it's fun after the long waits and poor human crowd control, spent alot on taxi, parking coupons but it's fun to gather ard with friends =) Sometimes it's really the company that matters! Had dinner at Oasis filled with laughter joy and lameness =)

Sunday, met a taiwan friend and brought her ard, nothing much...

Monday, went to watch PS I Love You at vivo and it's so nice! Sometimes romantic movies just simply make you wanna seek for the perfect love that exists among us. Have u gave up on seeking for it? or have u found urs? =) haha ya ya i know, u must be thinking i watched toooo much movies and love shows but i still believe such feelings do exist~ just that haven strike me yet! haha Don't discourage me to seek for it alright =)....Anyway, the movie was rather sad and i had to LOL 6-10 times after the movie to balance the sadness inside me! hahaa i felt so much better after sitting on the cinema seat and laugh off with my fren.....LOL~

Tues, mugging in sch, had my befriending session, haha fun~ =) Wed, mugging in sch, had my dinner alone, haha bored Thurs, mugging in sch, and had my dinner at Bottle Tree village with my family =)...Such a nice view that i can bet none of u went there b4! hahaha =), damn isolated but nice~! =)

Fri, which is today! LEAP YEAR! sharing some canto songs with everyone and i hope i can sing canto songs by the end of this year! haha i will train hard to master canto!~ =) here it goes~

Hmm the pic looks kinda weird on the blog, but nvm! this is a truck to tow the airplane around the runway =) we r the 2 handsomely paid DRIVERS

Had a hard time trying to understand jet engine when i was 18, OMG this pic says it all, SP pls print this pic in Aero Lab so tt others can benefit from it =p

Grp pic! whoo! Suddenly realise something! haha all of us single ! Eh girls visit my blog! haha interested in any of them? PRIVATE MSG ME! hahaha i will help u! =p

I Miss you~

2008-02-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

And I miss you
This is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby

What a song that i found while surfing youtube~!, nice song!...it's not tt catchy actually but somehow or rather, the lyrics is so true~ gosh~...guess i really miss you, beautiful...hope u all enjoy it!!!

Yesterday was a horrible day!! Finally managed to get my fluids assignment done in sch and i board bus 188 ard 7pm~! Happily bought indo rice for dinner and there's this idiot guy who stands next to me on the bus!! DUNO for wat kind of reason, he keeps rubbing his shoulder against mine!~ the bus is so squeezy and i bearly can move an inch~ i turned ard against him and he starts pulling my bag and rubbing it~ WA KAO~ my poor adidas bag tio molest~ =( nearly threw my dinnerbox on his head~!~ !@$!$!$!@%!%@523...so gay lor~...pek cek wanted to stare at him at first, but since i'm a guai nus student~ i shall be more tolerent~!...Finally managed to get a back seat and he moved right nxt to me~ I was praying so HARD the girl sitting next to me wun alight! and TADA~!! things u pray for normally turn out WRONG! she stands up and HE sat next to me~....i finally understand why some girls hate to sit next to guys tt they dun like~! THANKFULLY, he nv put his hand on my thigh, if not~! i shall really tear sleeves with him liaoz~ LOL....Happily finished my indo rice at home and rdy to print my report~! TADA the file that i saved in sch went missing~!....GOD BLESS and i spent 4 hours re-doing everyhing~! When u r unlucky, u meet gays and will experience a lack of slp~!

Sianz! i go date my dad for dinneR~! hope u all wun meet tt gay idiot ~!

J.L

Befriender & Befriendee

2008-02-19T22:34:00.004+08:00

Yo Grim!!
Today gonna be a short post! Well, went for befriending session today and met my Befriendees =)~ I'm surprise by alot of things kids do nowadays and i will try my best to influence them and i really hope by the end of 2008, they will learn alot from me and hope i can inculcate some positive values to them. Hope i can learn alot from this session and be a good dad nxt time ^^)~ haha becoming a good and hip daddy is one of my goals in life! haha cant imagine myself still trying to be trendy when i'm age 50, and asking my son or daughter to chill with me! LOL

It has always been a challenge to create and influence people around you to be leaders in life. A good leader is a good listener and in order to gain respect! u must first respect the others! Are you a good leader? Do you wanna be a good leader? Why do you not want to be a leader? Are you successful as a leader??

i feel that the greatest achievement in life that one can attain is to lead a group of leaders and finish a project, i always daydream how a CEO can actually co-ordinate and bring success to a huge company~ Inter-relation skills is very very important and i hope one fine day, i will master the art of understanding all sorts of characters and improve myself to be a better leader!

To lead, to excel, to overcome! <== OCS motto shall continue it's legacy in Befriend-ing session haa =)

Nevertheless, a good leader must be able to humour people around you! For the next time u pause and think if u should crack this joke during a gathering? Crack it~ =) Lifts up the tension, creates the imagination, and leaves the impression

Normally when i tried to lift or lighten the tension, i end up giving ppl the wrong impression! lolz SAD! life is never always gonna be path like the way u wanted it!

Jiayou! jason! lots and lots to mug~

J.L

V-day

2008-02-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

Yeaah
heyy heyy

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo

Great song for Vday! Nothing much in particular, just miss her maybe? =| tmlz will be a better day...!

J.L

新年快乐~!!!!

2008-02-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone! Do you celebrate New Year Grim? haha may everyone be happy and have a good health throughout the year~ Meanwhile~ Check out this video~
How i wish i can be like him~

HUAT ARH~~~
- Hope my parents stay happy and healthy
- Hope my friends around me stay happy and healthy
- Hope i am happy and healthy
- Hope she is happy and healthy
- Hope my grades are happy and healthy
- Hope my wallet is happy and healthy
- Hope my looks is happy and healthy
- Hope my first 7 wishes are happy and healthy

8 wishes for 2008~~!!! HUAT ar~

J.L

擦肩而过

2008-02-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Grim~!! I must blog this~ haha although the time now is 12.37am and i got 8am lecture tml, i must blog this! MUSTT~ hey Jason, can you just come straight to the point? Stop bothering at such late hour?

Alright grim, just now Soonkiat just send me this song and i wanna share this song to all my friends out there because it's so NICE~ and feel sia~ maybe i am emotionally ill but this song really was well-written by someone who really understand the sadness behind loving someone but could not do anything about it? Enjoy and sing along~

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
~~end~~

I think i am crazy because i sang 6 times non-stop the same song~ nearly out of breathe so i am here now talking to u Mr Grim.~ Do you all ever feel very attracted to something or someone before? I wish i can pen down or type out the real meaning behind this feel but i can't. This feel is so weird, just like this song, if you do feel the "FEEL" behind this song and got attracted to this song. That's the feeling i am talking about, if you don't feel anything at all? hmm try to pinch yourself~ haha~

Today, i stayed in school till 10.05pm trying hard to finish up all my work, sadly i finished only 1/4 of them and i shall catch up during the Chinese New Year. I felt so weird to be kinda alone in the PC cluster but i am so amazed that there are still ppl actually stoning in front of the computers just like me~ Guess i am not that "Alone" afterall, walking down the flight of stairs with the chilling air-con freezing up my spine~ i can conclude that NUS got no ghosT~ haha~ Tried hard to peep at corners of those side benches but only saw some rubbish~ haha....

Goodnight~ and happy reunion~

J.L

我生病了~ 鱼也死了~ =（

2008-02-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

Grim~~, are you out collecting souls again? i felt so tired and i slept throughout the whole day. I hate the feeling of having a fever and headaches~ When i was a little younger back then, i always find that someone is BBQ-ing my brain whenever i am having a fever, haha i rather have a flu rather than the hot hot forehead. Hmm my plans to catch up with my sch work got delayed again and i must work harder tomorrow to make up for the time i had spend while chatting with my pillow.

Fever is a rise in our body's normal temperature, which, on average, is 98.6 degrees Farenheit. Fever is part of our body's defense mechanism. When our bodies are fighting infections, our body temperature rises.

http://md.essortment.com/fevercauses_rker.htm

I find it rather interesting when the article mention that the temperature rises because we are fighting the infections. During Secondary Days where we learn in chemistry that atoms vibrate faster and faster, this might actually generate heat and energy in simple terms and can you imagine my whole body's white blood cells is vibrating causing this stupid heat trapped within me? Gosh~ i cant stop vibrating~, nahz i am just kidding =) ha

I had a bad week so far and i hope the Chinese new Year week can wash off all the negative stuffs, feeling rather low so i went to read my horoscope for this yr, gosh it is an EMO year~ for me. I know it's childish to read such things but i am actually quite a believer for horoscopes, but i guess i am a selective reader where i will skip paragraphs where it always kinda end your hope on things.

I feel better to live with hope and work towards it, better than nothing right? =)
Oh ya, the main reason why i blog today was to mourn for my poor fighting fish that wilson gave me last semester~ i think i am cursed whenever i wanna keep a fish of my own but so far, this fish is the longest surviving fish i ever had in my life! =( i am so sad when i need to do the flush-funeral for him =(~~ *salute hope you will reincarnate to a bigger fish and don't let the fisherman catch you =)

Hope tml the trip to bukit timah can help me to sweat it out and i wanna recover by monday! i don't like to go to sch when i feel sick n tired. Gonna slp!~, and i miss her dearly....

J.L

Merry Xmas!

2007-12-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

Wow! 8 months ago i typed my last entry and here i am again on Christmas eve trying to post something on my blog, so sorry grim~ alot of things happened and i understand that no time is just an excuse for not blogging~

Guess no one ever click on my blog again but well, tt's also one of the purpose as well, in the past, it feels so glamour for everyone to click yr blog and have alot of visits on ya blog! haha guess growing older really change how a person think and feel. For so long since sec 2? i have been spending my christmas' eve in town or out with frens but it feels so weird this yr that i am actually at home typing this entry! so EMO right? lol...Quite sian actually and munching my Potato Chips trying to figure out what to type on this page.

Merry Xmas to everyone!!! Spray Cans Sprayingg and bangala dancing down the Orchard Street. Closing my eyes, trying to imagine where ppl hold each other's shoulders making their ways from mall to mall and Bangala spraying the party spray on girls trying to take their advantage. Bf's punching perverts and kaypo crowds trying to share how the fights took place. I wondered is this what gonna happen tonight? guess half of the entire singaporean teens went to town to catch a movie and another half wondering where is the best place without any souls and end up heading home to catch a DVD with their love ones. Guess what and there's this guy 1 in out of 4 million plus population, trying to blog how sian this christmas is! haha

Hopefully my New Yr eve's not going to be lidat again! i think Christmas is slowly evolving to a couple day where ppl tends to spend this day with their gf and wife, Suddenly feel that i got no frens lidat sia! all gone! then slowly they will come back for normal weekends chill or some lame outings. What is wrong man! i got no idea too, maybe god telling me it's time for me to get a gf and settle down, i used to think that having lots of frens and sharing is a great thing to do but think again, sharing with the same person each yr oso quite fun, at least u know someone is always there for u? rather than a different grp of frens each yr. Having said this, i still enjoy being single!

I think i should really stop wasting time on blogging haha and watch Heroes instead, i think it's a nice drama and i gonna lie flat on my bed to spend my lonely christmas with DVD. No idea when is my next blog but one thing for sure, 2008 gonna be way better! =)

2007 Events - ORD, working in SMRT, getting to know ppl in NUS, trying to cope with studies, mugging so hard that i cant imagine i spent weeks in libraries, Exams r so scary tt it's beyond words, Went Datuk in malaysia for hiking, so shoik to be on the summit and how i wish i can bungeee down the stone cliff, Went Batam for holiday and tADa! Christmas is tml~!...merry merry christmas everyone! and wish everyone stays happy and occupied with love ard ur life!...i'm a good example of a lonely person, pls dun follow n blog on yr christmas or new yr daay! =)

Jason~

IQ test~

2007-04-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

Yo! hi everyone! I am so so busy recently with packing my room and shopping for furniture thus no time to even blog and play audition haha =D so sorrY! anyway i just did an IQ test! haha....very happy with the results...but...wondering if this IQ test outsmart everyone by telling everyone that they r smart and lure them to buy their product! haha everyone try and tag ur score on my board k? heehee

http://ivos.ivillage.com/assessment/exec/iqindex&o=dcm,iq,iv,el,ivpremium,tp,0

Your IQ score is 137. A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 129-143 is considered to be "highly intelligent".

Your IQ score is based on your scores across 12 distinct aspects of intelligence. Like everyone, you have a unique intellectual makeup, with strengths and weaknesses that affect your methods of understanding, communication and relating to others. According to your results, your greatest intellectual strength is Processing Speed.

Incredible India!

2007-04-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yo Jason! How's India?

I believe this is the most common start off line by most of my frens and i did not mention much to u guys as there's alot of things to say! Kinda lazy to explain my 38 days spent in india thus i am going to blog it down and everyone will read it, lazy to say so many times =D...

Well, i flew off on the 21st of Feb and the mood was rather down as it's the chinese new yr, believe it ornot i din manage to even open up my angbaos b4 i flew haha they r all still intact!! The flight was 5 hours to New Delhi then we took another 5-6 hours bus all the way to Jhansi Train Station then transit to train for another 4-5 hours! SHAG-Kening lo haha

Settled Down, Training and do a few live firing, i don't wanna bored everyone with my army stuffs so i shall skip on and move on to the trip to ORCHA. Hmm, only Mortar Commanders and few personals who roll over from Frame 2 to Frame 3 gets this trip to ORCHA as they claimed this is some kind of benefit for us caused we stayed for 2 frames. We took Scorpios there and what's a scorpio? it's a high class jeep where most of the senior commanders will take and move ard. People in the town will give way to scorpios like some sort of respect to the ppl sitting inside, and why do i get to sit inside? We just got lucky =p...

Once we reached there, nothing impressive, just that we saw quite alot of Americans and Bristish Tourist visiting Orcha, that place is kinda Erotic and down with lots of ruins & stuffs. We Checked into a Majestic Hotel, all thanks to my CO who helped us booked everything. Later on, i shall show u guys the big majestic bed for SEX lol!! too bad i shared the room with 2 other guys LOL...Let's me give a brief description of the room, there's 2 wooden bed and a BIG "TI LAM" where i got no idea who will slp in such a bed but i just assume it's for sex haha...maybe i am wrong but i CONQUER the bed myself leaving my 2 frens slping on the wooden beds LOL! =p..

Well, we had dinner in the restaurants and that's the only place we trusted to eat our food, why? cosz everything selling there looks dangerous. Once u pop the wrong stuff into ur mouth, ur ass gonna crack for a few days visiting the toilets. Sounds bullshitting but i am serious! 16 of my mortar commanders went, 14 suffered the "PIAK PIAK toilet bowl fate" and i suffered abt for a week. Moving on, we went to walk ard their streets and things sold were those elephant figurines, Locks and lots of antiques where i got no interest in as i did not really bring alot of rupees for the trip. The funny thing abt buying stuffs in the streets is that, price change so fast within mins. An Example:

Hullo, Where r u from my fren?
Hmm i am from Singapore, how much is this?
Singapore is a good country!!! It's 500 Rupees.
Alright no thanks...
OKie, tell me tell me, how much u wan...my fren tell me tell me?
hmm how abt 50 Rupee?
NONONO! Cannot!
He plans to walk away and the guy will call him back saying...
OKIE OKIE OKIE final deal 55 rupee...deal!

Jason with an evil grin walks over,
how much pointing at the same thing....
Another guy asked me where am i from? i said Taiwan LOL...
Guess wat he reply? Taiwan is a good country, it's 700 Ruppeeee!
OMG...deep down thinking! WTH haha i think they all went thru the same marketing course and almost all say the same thing!...Prices are all mark up 100%! thus when u go india to buy things! dun be shy to cut the price by more than 60%.

The nite spent over there was great as i slp on the big bed. SHOIK ar! haha even more shoik if..What r u thinking? i meant if this bed is in singapore.. =p...Well we travelled back to the camp training proceed as usual.

U all have been wondering why am i there for so long? It's becos my platoon is rather big and the accomodation over there does not allow my whole platoon to be up there thus i got to split my platoon up and hence staying for 2 frames. Another reason was to be involved in the bilateral exercise with the indian army. It's really an enriching exchange bet. the 2 sides and i really enjoyed it thou the food there still SUCK!

The bilateral exercise went on well on a high note and finally after 38 days living in india, we r making our way back to singapore! It's really beyond words how much i miss singapore and everyone. First we took a 5 hour bus to Agra where one of the 7 wonders of the world is! It's the Taj Mahal!! I got alot alot of pics and i am so lazy to upload all of them, hmm just gonna show u all some and well it's really crowded over there! alot alot alot of tourist! =D

We Checked in to another hotel known as Amar Hotel and same thing, nothing impressive, just a nite there hoping to reach Changi Airport real soon. The nxt day, 5 hours bus ride again where ur bums gonna cramp after each ride. Haha Everyone down the street seems to haf something to talk abt us when our bus pass by, duno y! haha i love to wave at the kids below the bus and i really can see their envyness in their eyes why were we so fortunate? Finally, we got down to the red fort and same thing it's a fort where battles were fought and now it's ruins for tourist to take pics...nothing much! and we proceed on to a shopping mall known as SHOPPERS STOP! haha That's where my rupees starts flying and card started slashing haha...

The Levis there is so cheap that it's ard 50-60 bucks, i regret only to buy one but well singaporeans is well known for kiasu! haha by the time i reached the store, alot of small sizes was gone and even the shop keeper themselves kept mentioning wow! singaporeans r rich!! cause we somehow or rather clear almost the whole stall lol! i bought addidas reebok and levis. That's all! Following after, it's making our way to the Airport!...

OMG! There's 6 security checks over there and it's hell long of waiting time for each check. Moving slowly thru each check, our moods got more lively and there we go! on the plane SQ 407 back to SG! the moment i touched down! nearly cry haha but smiles were everywhere and i bought Martell Cordon Bleu for $169!

In conclusion, Life over there is so "no purpose" why do i say that, cosz if u rear sheeps, then u forever rear sheeps, the villagers there is so poor thing, running behind vehicles begging for $ and water. They got their water from a pumped well and water flowing out normally is rather brownish in colour. During our live firing, u can see ppl running near the targets to pick up our metals from the bullets and it's so heartaching scene where u see kids eating weird food, doing nothing and not having the proper education any kid deserve! i really feel so sad for them and at the same time appreciate how well i lived in singapore. Camels were everywhere, goats hopping ard and cows walking on the streets is so common. Bathing and shitting by the side of the road seems normal and using cow dungs to construct roofs seems like the latest trend for them. That's india and i hoped u guys enjoyed my first entry for so so long! hee hee....ORD in a month's time!!!!!! Picture time!!!

Motivated Me!

2007-01-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

Allo Grim!
haha it's cosz i am lazy to log in to blogger that's y no post, recently i am facing some trouble but i'm all well again. Today i am so so so motivated! By who? By her! duno y, only few mins chatting to her, i felt that my 21 yrs of life suddenly went wasting on stupid stuffs. She's not my new love thus grim u dun haf to think too much, she's just a fren who helped me out when i am in difficult times and i must really thx her.

She worked, studied hard and helped out in planning for her club, clap clap, so many things up her sleeve and she is so discipline to get it all going the way she want to. I'm an ORD PC haha but i dun think i am that discipline in my life yet. These are the people i met in my life that i shall give them a salute! Y salute, cosz she can stop herself from the entainment in life and drives on to what she wanna hit in the end of the road....and me? I wasted so much time on love, stupid things, games? Gunbound? omg...now i am addicted to audition?....all these things are so "FEI" !! Am i too childish to realise this as a boy? I must grow stronger and better, it's a must. Normally when i wake up at home, i dun haf a goal, no dates, no planning and i just sit down in front of my computer and chat with ppl all ard, making fun of everything i can think of. But jason, u can spent more time on books and ways to get $$ instead of wasting ur own time away. Duno y, after seeing what lta ryan and her stands up for life. I am really such a letdown in so many other ways.

Many said they wanna be successful but most cant? Y? cosz they spend time talking abt how to be successful and not doing it themselves. Smart is not enuff, u got to be hardworking and keep learning. I think i stopped my learning curve the moment i stepped into poly, It's such a shame. Y? cosz everyday just go to sch and PON lessons, crap my way thru and memorise tutorials so i can do well in exams. But deep down, What did i really archieve in? It's just so empty, I guess wat most for me now is to plan for myself. I do planning as a PC for my men and i realise how much more things there r in life to actually i can make it happen. It's just how i wanna plan it and do it. Same for me, i am here whining abt my past and i can actually get this time to brush up on my life skills. I really regretted so much.

To those who still got spend some time of urs to click on my blog, this blog might be my planning blog next time onwards. No more stuffs like WOW, i go jurong point with WHo and who, watched this movie...WAHZ damN nice, all should watch tt kind of lame crap le, but sometimes i will get sianz and blog out things, so it depends la actually. Hmm there's nothing much interesting in my life as well thus u all can stop coming to my blog le. Cosz i hate to disappoint ppl when i do not make a post. Just call me or sms me and i will entertain anyone.

Last week, i read an email sent by one of my fren, it's talking abt how a person's reaction can actually change the result of something. I am facing a rather downmood at that point of time and it gave mi guidance. It's abt the 90/10 principle where 90% of the time ur reaction will determine the end state. It's toking abt a dad's screaming at his daughter cosz early in the morning, his daugther spilled the coffee on his shirt. He yelled at her, she cried badly and miss the sch bus, the angry dad went up changed his shirt and drive her to sch knowing that he will be late for a meeting. The daughter kept crying on the car and after they reached, the daughter left without saying a word. The dad met a traffic jam and he missed an impt deal up ahead for him. Once he hit the office, he got a bad screwing by his boss and he fuk ard all the ppl working under him and complained what a bad day he had.

Things can be so much better when he reacted correctly when his daughter spilled the coffee on him, he could haf said, it's okie dear, don't do it again the next time and the happy daughter learnt the lesson thru the proper way. She smiled and kiss goodbye to the dad b4 leaving for the sch bus. Shirt changed and down to work for the meeting. Clinch the deal and everyone's happy at the end.

I lost my cool few weeks back and i believe this 90/10 theory is pretty good when analysing any problems b4 ur fuse up ya mind blow up. What abt 10? 10 is actually 10 % of the time, ur reactions actually favours what u wan in the end. Like YEAHHHHH i am sooo happy and u give ur gf a kiss, she in turns love u more....haha only 10% =p....

I believe that i must forget the past, live in the present and plan for the future.
Jiayou Jason, 2007 i will be a changed man =D

Motivated Jason!

My Love Life -- So SAD Meh?

2006-12-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 11

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.
It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.
Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

2006-12-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know todayOoh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been awayOoh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming youFor everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself by hurting you

*saw this song @ shihua's blog haha soo nice! and went to look up for it, such a nice song ^^)! powerful vocal!~~ can sense the sadness within =D

Get High!

2006-12-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! what is happening to you jason? haha FUK u!! life aint tt bad right? why dwell on such things? where's the happy go lucky? crappy u? GONE? DEAD? becausse of army and it all GONE? where's the girls? Where's ur life? Errrr....i duno how to answer u grim haha....but u r right....i'm lost haha and i wanna get back to my old self....so much happier in the past.....r u telling me that this girl gonna stop u from moving on and make u sad till when u r 65?....WAKE Up! Ya ya...i know....cant do anything much either but i dun wanna regret later like i am feeling super regret now....but wat can u do little mr naive?

YAYA u r right again, haha cant wait to get out of army, full of fuking rude ppl inside with no manners and odd to get some bad karma when u hit the outside world. Simply shout at ppl cosz ur CO is toking. Who the hell is ur CO, how i know ur CO is there, hating army so much with lots of stupid ppl ard trying their best to lick the balls of their boss so they might...i repeat again MIGHT get a good testimonial and gets a promotion..! y not try licking ur own 2 tiny balls n help urself in the promotion instead. Ohhh i know it...u cant? 30+++ yrs old liaoz still so boot licking, get a life! i wun wanna haf a rich dad if my dad is boot licking all the way......PUI!!!! feel sorry for ur son!

4 full months and i am getting hell out of tt place, simply hate it, sometimes i just feel that if i sign on, i will make sure that they plead and wun haf a good life in army, so what big F that u got a rank there? huh? OPS i forgot my rank is higher than u and u r so much older, nearly threw a punch over to tt old man !

Hey hey hey u got to keep ur cool, how can u just turn devil just lidaT? kkkkk i will calm down as i type, one of the reason i got so vulgar and hot is cos i enter the army, meeting alot of stupid ppl along the way, keeping my cool and enduring each day. Thinking of how it works make my blood boil but haha i cant care less anymore, just finish my business and get out ASAP. It's the first time i felt so restricted since i was 1 yr old!!!! What good does it tk if u do more? anyone thx u? simply volunteer a sat for my men and got a scolding frm an old RSM? assshole! so here's the verdict? dun be too nice in army, u will end up losing, and dun try hard to lick too much too as it aint gonna get u anywhere.

Some guys love smoking, some love clubbing, some love drinking, some very ego, some very childish, some very lame, and i wonder wat am i? sometimes just feel that being too nice is a sin! Trying to please everyone is impossible and u r always on the loser end. Be an angel and lose everything or be a devil and got what u wan. It's strange sometimes! Give me to choose again i wanna be both!! hahaha i enjoy being the mr nice guy but curse and swear tt person if i hate him but sometimes when i think of how to kill tt person in the most horrible way, haha i just simply cant do it. MAYBE NEXT TIME I SHOULD GET OTHERS TO DIRTY THEIR HANDS HAHAHA........FUK UP place!

haha counting down slowly, i know i will miss the command power, the help from everyone, the feeling of able to influence and making alot of frens. But i will trade it with my freedom and time with my family & frens. Alot ppl say army change a boi to men, but for me it gave mi a look on how ugly ppl r outside, i gain leadership qualities but i lost frenship, does anyone knows how lonely a leader is? the higher u climb the more lonely u r? maybe my good fren was right, i'm just another lonely guy where no girls wants....well, faster get out then say! haha i hope i can find back the old me....very tired to put on a happy face and feeling so empty inside......

Liyan aka tryinghisbesttobehappy!

放手比较好过

2006-11-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空我知道
我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

Piang eh, whenever i listen to this song, i feel so sad....gone case should be the 2 consoling word for me mr jason.....

Love should be simple & happy!

2006-11-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

hi grim,
jason here, just wanna blog this down b4 i really hit my bed...i read a little child blog and it wrote love should be simple & happy. GOSH! even a 12-yr old kid can write this and i cant ev3n comprehend this!....ya it should be simple and happy.....ya it should......i guess tt's how it really goes....and mine is utterly complicated and zZzz-ing...did i make a mess out of everything? i duno...and i dun wanna find out...it's getting late...gonna slp and my life will change again once i put on my uniform!

Just some updates, bought alot of books recently and suddenly feel like reading alot and collecting books, went up to a cruise and bought books ytd and it's pretty interestingz....vivo city is big but i din really shop much...the guardian was a great movie and sometimes in life it's not abt how many great things u ever did.....it's abt how many bad things u did, how u as a person cause harm or hurt to others without knowing it...how u as a person cant do tt much even if u really keen on helping them, some things r really beyond our control but how do u choose? Just pick the closest one or the weakest one next to ya and tell him u will nv let go and be by his side?

Sometimes i just feel like crying out loud once but everytime i tried, dry tears came pouring down and all i could feel was nothing. Tired, and let's just hope things r getting better, my life is getting richer(in terms of knowledge) and my dear ones getting happier.

sign off,
jason lee

When Jason Starts to Blog, he cant stop ! =p

2006-10-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hello Grim-Reaper,
It's been 2 months since i type something on this blog le, haha i guess i lost all my supporters le, anyway i got alot alot of things to say and i duno where should i start. Maybe i start off with Happy Birthday Yisheng =D, may u always happy happy with pW =D, guess he wun visit my blog thus no need to type much too hahaha =x.

Currently having a toothache =( cos i went to tighten my teeth again today, cannot even bite any meat and it always need a week or 3 days to recover, but it feels damn good after each dental trip cosz i know i am moving towards the removal of my braces le =D haha. Only manage to eat 2 spoonful of rice and a egg, tt's it, no mood to eat. Even icecream oso cant eat, haha zzzzzzzz!

Ytd finally WENT out with ys, yee, kun and eve. Y i caps my WENT, cosz it's been soo soo long since i go out le, it's either i am in camp, or i am slping at home. I think i am losing it le, i used to be a guy who loves to do anything as long as i desire but now, i felt so so restricted and burden-ed. Everyday got problems, everyday need solutions, everyday ppl kept calling my fone for instructions and things go on, i cant seem to haf a peace world of my own these days, it's not tt i wanna shed off the responsibility on my men it's just tt i am SIAN, sian of thinking of solutions for ppl, sian of my own current life, sian of going india for 42 days nxt yr, sian of not much time to even chat with my frens, sian of missing my girl so much but hardly got time to think of her or disturb her. It's like everyone's problems became mine and i haf to help them, tired is the word, i love my weekends and i enjoy just sitting in front of my computer chatting with frens and relaxing. Cant even spent some time with my parents!! Life as a PC is really so bz afterall and since i choose it then i better be able to handle it. But bottomline = sianz

Sometimes i just felt that, i am more hardworking than the regulars in camp and it's pretty disturbing when such things happened. Thou i haf my passion to lead and excel but it's dying off slowly as i see ugly situations araising each and every day. People often tell me y work so hard ? Your just a NSF, but i always reply them that it's my duty to tkcare of everything since i am given this role. Maybe becos i am a virgo ba, thus i wan things to be done beautifully and effectively, i demand alot and got pissed alot alot of times by my own commanders on the way they deal with things. CONTROL is the word for me now, Thou i am in control of them but i aint controlling my own emotions and life.

In the past, people used to say, a successful person is one who can cope with working stress and still able to enjoy life with his family, it's really not ez balancing both sides. Either u neglect one side or you brought the burdens or sorrow of ur work back to your family. I think the down side of me is i neglected my family too and my frens ba, this aint right and hopefully i can fix it =D but it's hard....

But whenever that's something bothering me, i will go to slp and miss her haha, guess she's sick these few weeks ba, kept sneezing cosz missing her lots, sometimes thinking of her really cheer me up in a strange way. I think i am not mad ba, many of u ppl oso experience such things b4 right. That's y many ppl say a successful guy behind got one good girl, in order to support him and let him tk a step back whenever he's stress. But i guess this girl whom i love cant support me cosz i am too heavy le, haha she will be crushed like a spring-roll pig i guess. Grim, only u know who am i toking abt, the "u know who" kind of thing haha <= copy frm harry potter, next time i shall call her u know who ba...guess i cant tok or thing abt her ba, cosz once i start, i cant stop missing her haha OMG ! the youknowwho disease is super dangerous. Jason u urself know that it's fruitless to feel this way, y make urself so miserable??

Miserable = Sorrow + Sadness but it brings out happiness when i see her, guess tt's y?

Tk good care everyone! Haze is all around and hope u all wun sick till upside down =D....

Miss ya "uknowwho"....

On Leave!

2006-08-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since i pen down my thoughts on this blogger le, my computer giving me alot of problems by auto rebooting and can't log on to windows, luckily the uncle downstairs manage to fix it for 55 bucks! At first i was so reluctant to pay that amount of $ and end up calling my dad feeling damn frustrated cosz all this while i have been fixing my com on my own and i can't seem to know what went wrong!

My dad talked to me only for a min and he only said 1 sentence that make me realise something, he said "人家也要吃饭的阿” and without a sec tot, he say he will pay. Dunno y, suddenly i felt strange and sat down for a moment thinking y he will not say Aiyo waste $ lehz this kind of thing. I ponder quite awhile and understand the power of $ to buy things/skills, not forgetting how my $ to another person will actually aid him in one way or another.

$ this kind of thing damn strange, can bring laughter, joy and smile but often said can't buy happiness blessing and peace. $ really very powerful and important! haha i wish i got alot alot alot of money in the next 10 yrs!! =D

Been down with flu and headache for the past few days, pop few panadol flu and i'm back alive again haha really must thank the person who created panadol. Luckily now i am on leave on thurs and friday thus can slowly rest.

Been missing a girl too, i often thinking of her and wonder what is she doing but i nv like to msg her cosz the more she reply the more distant i felt i am with her. Actually sometimes i felt that she can be someone so important in my life and i wanna call her but just can't. Y lidat, so sianz de......hmm just stay stagnant and miss her from a dark side .

Next week going back unit le, just got my cert for mortar commander course and well 8 more months to ORD and freedom! If my planning does not go wrong, 3-4 months to train my men, 1 month for a trip to india and last 3 months preparing for ORD haha =p

Nothing much to blog, my computer kinda stablise down le but still got on and off auto reboot, but just endure ba, lazy to type le. Tkcare folks!

Bioskin Dermabrasion~

2006-07-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

hihi~
Today i went to facial! haha it's been awhile since i went to a facial le cos i had a bad experience when i was in sec 2 and my mama brought me to facial, the auntie use the hot hot steamer open up my pores and use the metal blackhead removal to help mi clear my pimples. Wah Lau, So pain lo, i paid 30++ bucks and my face alot of red patches, go to sch oso weird weird de, dun even dare to go out. Frm then on, i hate facial and i only apply mask like 3-5 months once or when i got pimple outbreak =D.

Then y jason today went to facial? haha cosz i won the Yess 933 bioskin dermabrasion package thus went down to see see lo, wow the place damn classy and nice ambience, went on to talk to the consultant on the type of treatment i need and what the package offers, after her convincing talk, i did additional eye treatment and ear candling which sums up ard $130.

When i go into the room, haha damn cold sia and she asked mi if i wanna tk off my shirt, haha as usual ma, u all know i am a shy boi, wa lau soo cold lo, i tuck myself in the thick blanket and wait =D with my shirt on. If i nv heard wrongly, the first girl attended to me was Meldeline, she cleanse my face, use a machine somehow or rather polish my right face first and show me the difference. At first, i see see, no diff lehz but nvm, wat can i do right? LOL run away meh? thus let her continue with the treatment, as she apply this and apply that, very relaxing and stress relieving, my last nite headache all gone thus i told myself it's worth the $ once in awhile to relax in such a place =D.

Now is the cold mask, wahz very cold sia, haha should call freeze mask and she cover my eyes with 2 cotton thingy warm warm de =D. Then suddenly a girl name kelly came in and intro herself thus begin the massage. I nearly burst in big laughter when she press damn hard on my chest. HAHAHA duno y, cos i cannot see ma and the force soo great, my mind straight away felt that it's a big size girl helping me to "an mo" wahz! i kept controlling as she press here and there, seriously pain lo! but face cannot move and i cannnot luff! wahzzz then i think of planes, boats, army, my daddy's serious face to force myself not to luff.
Then move on to shoulder, neck and back, wahz maybe it's my first time in such professional place, soo comfortable lo, nearly fell aslp. She chat with me awhile and ask me y am i soo tanned -_-!! haha she say seldom see malay do facial haha, she kept ask mi got ppl tok to me in malay ornot, purposely de lehz, i wanna luff cannot luff then mumble those answers to her. Then she move on to the head, wahz damn violent, pull my hair to massage and mess up my whole hair but relaxing as well.

Here comes a part i really cannot take it anymore!!!! HAHA i luff out loud when she put a candle in my ear!! it's ear candling. HAHA damn itchy!! wa lau and got the "ziz ziz ziz" burning sound. She oso LOL with me -_-!! Very itchy lo when she clean my ear, dun ask me what's that but clean my ear drum and inner ear de ba =D.

After that, she put on cold mist for me, wahz damn cold until alot water droplet on my nose. Then apply gingeng peel and aloe vera to stablise the skin. Seriously i dun understand what do they mean by stablise and just slp there awhile.

Wow, 2 hours just passed lidat in da room and my hair BOMB like mad guy lidat haha faster Vroom to the toilet to shape up. Whole treatment should cost ard 456 bucks cosz it's my trial so i paid 130+....i think quite worth lehz, i sign up the membership and if i am going for next package. It's 2400++, 15 treatment spread over 2 yrs to 3 yrs lidat.
My pores really got close up, and shit u not i nv edit the pics heehee show u my face =D!! comment on da tagboard can? plsssss haha i think i will only go for the next treatment after my army when i dun go under the sun that often.
TaDa!!!!!! -- another pic is my oakley specs =D haha after bathe i just tk liaoz =D *shy!!!

Long Lost Jason Lee is Back X 2

2006-07-09T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hiriyariho~
hihi everyoneZ! wa lau so sian to blog cosz just now i type one nice nice blog out and my IE crashed! sad siaz and now i have to retype again for the sake of those who still peep at my blog at times =D.
Forgotten what i type le, anyway i commissioned on June 10th and posted to 46th SAR to be Mortar Platoon Commander and currently on mortar course in 6div arty Hq for 9 weeks.

Alot of things happened and i am lazy to type it out haha but i just revived frm poverty cosz i overspent last month till only left few buckssss sad sia to live in such poorrrrrrr life~ must save up & work hard so that in future my wife and children won't eat bread drink plain water haha =D.
Today i got my pay le haha and guess what i bought? it's perfume! haha not that i am smelly then i buy, cosz it feels good to smell nice~, i bought HUGO BOSS BALDESSARINI and pretty lasting and nice sweet smell =D haha fell in love with it when i first smell it =D.

Anyway just a joke, haha i first time buy perfume ma, thus blur blur so ask the auntie help me find a good, strong and lasting perfume so she spray spray here and there for me to test. Here comes the very lasting wan she said, it's Hugo Boss No. 1, wow, the name sounds rather cool and i bet sure smell godly so when she spray on da paper and let us test, WOW HAHAHAHA i can immediately think of a race, it's soo pukeeeeeeeeeee =( haha my frens felt the Same too and we LOL there haha, end of my joke. Hope i do not offend any race =x

I am currently looking for part time job, anyone haf? sell cake bread, or waiter on sunday? haha pls call me! Cosz i got alot of things to buy and dun wish to spend alot ! haha i wanna buy a small sling bag for my mp3 player and camara, specs that can make mi look like a decent business man or harry potter tt kind, Emporio Armani watch , books, etc etc!
Hope tonite Germany will win and for the final, i hope france will lift the cup cosz i bought Germany Nike band haha b4 world cup and france puma jacket frm taiwan, if they won means value of my stuffs go Up haha =p, well i got nothing much to tok le, show u all some pics and that's abt it ba =D

Sword of Merit? or Sword of Participation?

2006-05-06T09:26:00.000+08:00

hello grim~
Finally i am having a long weekend to rest shoik ar, i slept ard 12 hours to replenish all the nite training i came across and hopefully i am ready for next week FTX 2 ! wat's tt? full troop Exercise! haha for non - army dudes, it's not an jumping jack kind of exercise nor push up that kind LOL, it's like mission base kind of training and well wat's the challenge for that is i am the platoon commander for one of the mission. Gosh! Well slpless nite again and heart kept "pi po pi po" up and down wondering if i can at least finish the mission well but guess i'll simply fuk it up lolz. Basically it's for cadets to shine and attain the sword of honour <== out of question and sword of merits which is the top 7 of the course. i aint got no idea where my qualities where and here i am fighting for it, feeling abit "buey zai" but well like what i always say, "ai zai" is the best policy to adopt when u r afraid of moving forward to a new challenge.

It's been a long journey all the way from BMT till now and in a month's time i am going to get commission as an Armour Officer facing the responsibility of what i have on my shoulder. It's alot of kind of feeling mixing together, excitment, sadness, "wow" finally i am not a dog kind of feeling pouring out my inner mind and all the memories and hardship i been thru in these 9 months. I scare my tears will roll down my cheek on the day standing on the parade square. All these feelings hid well inside the inner me, leaving my family and frens happy that i am training well inside but there were really alot of times when going gets tough, jason's mind lost it and fell into depression.

How to cure depression? That's an art and there's a key importance to it in life, why do i say that? it's a time when u lost ur morale, ur fighting spirit and on the verge of giving up. I believe what makes a person stronger is how to overcome all these in a calm manner and strong mental resilience. To be honest, last week i fell badly into depression and a girl gave mi a lift frm the back saying : "make the best out of everything u faced". It's such a simple sentence and it does make some wonders in the inner me to face it bravely. What makes a great leader is not how well he lead his men, it's how he learn his mistakes and most importantly how fast he can recover from it but to do that how can u ever give up??. That's what i call a true leader, someone who can pick up from sorrow fast and make the best out what he is given.

Hey boring? Reflect all these in studies and the things u came across, ever regret for not doing better? for not facing it rather than avoiding it? for not willing to accept that it's ur mistake? In love, in studies, in life and in family, it's abt how to overcome all these well. Thus, food for thought of the day will be "make the best out of everything" =D thou it's simple but how many ever think of it when u r down? One should be glad on the things given upon him and not complain abt the things he lack of and make the best out of it?

This is one of the great things i learnt in my journey as an officer and why do i blog it here, it's becosz i wanna influence people abt being positive and how to cope in life. I aint that great but i believe things i went thru, the little ones can pick it all up with a right mind rather than learn it thru the hard way =D.

Slping in front of ur monitor or taking down the notes of what i had said? haha it's just bullshit with sense haha =D. i have my goals in life and i always wanted to be a better person, a passion i had in me which i believe no matter what happens i will push on to da top and be someone remarkable. It's hard and not ez but i believe the journey to it will be fun and fruitful, don't be afraid to try and learn frm ur fall is the greatest experience u cant get it in any books =D. I got influence by a scholar in my section abt life and attitude thus i hope i can influence someone out there haha =D. I am only 1/3 of my ladder in life and i guess that keep going up will get ur prize which is out of the world de =D. HAHA ANY OF U ALL NODDING IN AGREEMENT OF WHAT I HAD SAID?

Make mistakes, Self Reflect and Improve will always be vital to ur mental growth and a better person. It's all up to individuals now to either improve or slack thru ur life. Think abt it =D

I need to go swimming liao~ whee haahaa btw that girl is someone i met recently, hmm tt's all for now, haha does that haf an element of mystery behind it? Heart itchy itchy? LOL that's for now ! Tkcare and i will be back next week abt my WAR! HAAHAA

How to takecare of yourself

2006-04-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hello!
i bet many guys and girls out there ever read a magazine before right? haha and not to be surprise there are alot of products and stuffs shown on the advertisement asking us to buy and explaining how good the product can be. There were also alot of pages on how a celebrity take care of herself/himself and her aspects of life. Do you ever consider abt your own aspects of life and how to take care of urself? For Curious readers out here, now i am gonna tell u how i take care of myself haha, pls don't take it as i am a vain person. It's HOW U TAKE CARE OF URSELF!

How to look good? how to feel confident? How to be centre of attraction? How to be at least an avg. person so that people enjoy your company? How to go gai gai with a girl so that she won't feel disgusted? Regardless of who you are, now i am gonna reveal some of the simple tips by tking care of ur looks and hence leading a good start to every aspect of things u lack of in life =D.

Let's get strip down to naked and explore the little things than u can do first before buying a LV wallet, before getting a nice nike dunk or a puma jacket with a price tag all over 100 bucks. Well i am a lazy person since young and i always got the tendency to leave everything as natural as possible and just live day by day just like that. If you are hacking off everything in your life and wanna "shui shui pian pian" in ur looks or posture, it's time for ya to reflect abit =D.

I will start off with the basics, for me i feel that hair, face and the way u smell plays an important role before u even open up ur wardrobe to fit on the most expensive suit. For hair, u must haf ur style and it's gonna be neat and tidy or at least does not look dirty. For Mr Jason, i use "Vee da Sa Soon" shampoo and gasby hair wax to at least get away my bad hair when i wake up. My hair damn notti and don't ask me how come my hair is always standing haha. I love to have those hair flat flat and i enjoy the nerd style, too bad my hair cant give mi such a style. Next, how u gonna tkcare of ya pretty face? My skin got pretty bad and due to lack of slp for each week, i guess i lost most of my baby fats and got a "LAO LAO" skin liao haa but don't be dishearted. I apply mask once in every 2-3 weeks and trust me, it feels damn shoik after u wash off the mask =D. Maintain your face by washing daily with Nivea For Men and the smell after the wash really makes u feel like a MEN! haa For ache problems? Whenever i got pimple i just put "Xue Hua Gao" haha i enjoy putting it thick thick and go to bed and in da morning my face powder powder de haa and rmb to shave clean and touch up your side burn ^^)

How to smell nice? or at least don't smell bad. Everyone feels that aiya! soo troublesome spray this spray that. But by smelling good, u will feel refresh and just imagine u hugging a girl with durian smell or some sticky socks smell up her arm pit haaa PIANG eh! turn off right? tt's y smelling good oso plays a part. I make use of Speed Stick Gel deodorant and pierre cardin body spray =D. U can always try other products but i just love these 2 for now.

Maybe an add on bonus, taking care of ya teeth also very impt, i just changed my braces colour to light blue and wow haha got the misty misty smile, haha thx you Dr Mohan for the smile =D i am not saying that everyone should go put on braces but the least u can do is to keep it white and clean =D i notice ppl's teeth once in a while and last time i got abit bunny teeth ma thus i make sure that with such Y Y teeth at least make it white and clean. I dun really like girls with very yellowish teeth and kinda turn mi off if she kiss me haaa or i kiss her =p

After all the reading haha for guys do u all really care over such things? i believe it's the basic and for girls i dun haf to nag. Confirm do alot more maintenance than me. I shall not move on to how to dress up but for my style, i love old sch boy look and ruggart ruggart makes u feel the retro jason =D, but at the same time i dun wanna spend soo much $ on clothes thus my retro retro style sometimes abit wrong fashion haha. To be honest, if you get the basics right, wear anything oso handsome de lo =D

Okie enuff of bull shit liao, actually it feels good to look good and i bet many will haf a bad day if u got a super big aching pimple on ya nose. Look Good, Feel Good and Lead a good life as you only can haf 10-20 yrs of youth b4 become yellowish melon =p.

I wanna get a camara b4 my commission-ing parade and my plans are on nikon coolpix s6 or casio exlim z600. Below are some of the pics, pls leave some comments? haa i must get going to finish up my homework and paiseh paiseh if my blog sounded retarded, haa now i must admit i cant write a column for a magazine haaaaa enjoy the piccs and vote for the camara u like on my tag!

Enjoyyy! 3 more weeks of bzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbz! =(

R.O.C Taiwan!

2006-04-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone!
Guess no one reads my blog cosz i am away for such a long timez! 21 days! it's not tt long also ba, just that this time round i did not miss singapore as much as i did in brunei few months back! Many surely wondered what i did over there and all i can say is i went there for "Educational Tour" haaaaa if u wanna know more, approach mi then i tell u all more =D...Thru out this whole taiwan i guess i slpt the littlesssssstttttt in my life i guess, avg ard 3 hours and there were days only 45 mins of slp! tt's so tiring then i really can fell aslp while standing and nearly fell into a big drain haaa lucky my fren caught hold of mi tt moment, if u really dun believe such things can happen, it happened to most of us in taiwan ! haa

I fell in love with taiwan the moment i touchdown at taiwan airport cosz all signboards were in chinese, thou my chinese for 反体 kinda sucky but still can aga aga manage to read most of the signs and advertisement *溜溜小 <== ashame of myself cosz i am chinese speaking and i still suck in it haa
Most of the buses there were double storey with the bottom for luggages while top for passengers. Same like every bus, got tv and showing movies but one of the more interesting stuff was the bus can sing KTV haha, with only words coming out of the screen, meaning to say if you are watching TOM DICK HARRY, and u can shut the volume and play the words of ur KTV songs on the movie. haa kinda funny but how i wish i can such a ktv set at home! =(

Let mi share one of the interesting stuff over there, the toilet there kinda weird cosz the pipes were so small and if u shit and throw ur toilet paper together with ur shit and flush it, haha the pipe will choke and u will see ur shit swirl ard out of the toilet bowl eventually haaa! I guess maybe my shit too thick thus so ma fan in taiwan u know =p haaa

The weather there was damn cold when i first reach there, rainning and hitting ard 11-12 degree, thou u can say it's not tt cold but imagine standing in da rain. WOoooooooooo chill out and even my braces got kinda tighter there. Shiver like hell there and kinda worried tt time cosz few frens of mine collaspe cosz of the bad weather. Each day going thru with such coldness and crowding into circles to make warmth just hopping that the "Educational Tour" can end in no time. It's such times when u start missing ur frens and ppl tt's important to ya, somehow or rather will make u smile and carry on de =D

Alot alot of things happened and i am writting this entry base on memory and it's not very a very organised base kind of writting, if u are bored and mess up, i'm sorry! haa cosz i got not enuff time to journal the stuffs i did in taiwan.

Guess u all dun wanna know my "Educational Tour" there ba, i shall shoot all my 2 and half days of fun there, First we went to Yamen amusement park, woo haaa SHOIK sia the roller coaster, make mi feel soo high and it's really farking high! haaa vRoom Vroom and fly ard the sky with my frens screaming ard mi and tt kind of feeling damn shoik! haaa too bad sg does not haf such a powerful roller coaster. We played the usual rides and scream scream here and there nothing much. The tour not much fun, but when night falls, we went to WU FEN PU, a shopping paradize i should say. ALot Alot of stuffs to buy especially if u are a girl u should visit there, it's like Taiwan kind of Bugis street and things there were kinda cheap and the moment u see it u can buy it tt kind of feeling haa =D

My aim for this trip was to shop and shop and well i manage to get 5 tops and 1 jeans there on da first nitez, haa we saw 5566 the WU MENG ZHE? shootting some shows fighting in da streets there =D he's kinda big size ba...big chest, look abit odd =p maybe it's cos i dun like him ba =D

Let mi tok abt the FOOD! haa the 臭豆腐 there really damn smelly sia haaa...i manage to eat abit, i dun really like it cosz it's like a dou fu soak in tom yam soup for days and u eat haaa my frens all say NICE NICE buy more, and i am like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee haaa tried alot of strange stuffs there like fried milk sticks, the pancakes there are damn nice, not forgetting the 香鸡扒 there, damn big! niceeeeeee and shoik! The crispy tou fu there oso nice! The Milk tea there is heaven!! and it's like sg 1 buck only lo! haaa ARhhhhh the pearls damn niceee haa the TOU HUA MILK oso NICE!! arrhhh haaa I AM HUNGRY NOW!!@!

One funny thing we encountered was when we ordered our TOU HUA, haha we ordered it and the seller asked if we wanna add chilli to our tou hua, most of us were like HUH! haaaa the taste is like japanese miso soup lidat, quite nice! The tou hua there can add egg, and the mantou there damn sweet and nice lo! i love the breakfast there! heee

The Tv channels there got ard 100 lidat haaa alot of chinese BA GUA news and there's a channel showing girls posing here and there hAaaa soo ugly de, asking ppl to call the number then the girl will come to ur house. ALot of those matching advertisement asking if u wanna get a wife or stuff like tt, but rest assure no porn there =D

WA LAU, the 2nd nite i got confine in my room cosz i overslpt on the first day thus slp and watch tv in the hotel. Gay with my room mate and tt's it! 5@%@#%@#$@#%$@ chicken Pie!

Next, we went Xi Men Ding! woo tt place really like orchard ar haa alot alot of pretty girls lehz! model like, chubby like, cute de, ugly de all oso haf! haa i must really say taiwan girls were all very chatty and frenly, haha here's the joke, seems like everyshop i went, they call us SHUAI GE! haa and they will chat with ya and damn frenly with u even if u nv buy anything. It's so different frm the girls in sg =D i tried to lie to some of them y am i there haaa but most of them dun believe mi and smile at mi soo sweetly...nearly die there haaaaa but lucky i ZAI nv got kill by they 美色！哈哈 , i think i killed them ba ! haa

Sg girls got sg kind of pretty, taiwan girls got tw kind of pretty but i think it's the way they dress tt makes mi smile ba, taiwan more colourful and see le more happy unlike tshirt jeans all along. What makes mi feel shoik is when i see taiwan girls riding scooter in boots! WOO! really very pretty lo, u can nv see that in sg! Scooter is like their bicycle in taiwan. Really alot of them ride scooter and makes mi wanna ride too hee! =D hopefully i can get my scooter this yr for my bday! anyone supporting mi? i am kinda broke!!!

haha guess u all bored with my entries le right, actually still got more things to say but i shall just end here and show u all pics next time round! anyway i bought 8 tops, 1 puma jacket, 4 pant/jeans, 1 shoe, 1 sunglass, 1 cap. haha first time walk ard with big bags really like shopaholic boi haaa SHoik sia tt kind of feeling now i kinda know y girls love shopping cosz new stuffs each time, but dun spend too much ar! not good for ur bank!

I will be kinda bz for these few weeks cosz i got 3 guard duties to serve which spread out thruout a month and will continue to miss alot of frens =D. 2 more months to commission and i am countingggggg down hard! Anyone free for my commissioning parade on june 10th? haaa kinda early to say now but really hopes nothing happen and finish my officership course on june 10~! come and support mi if u all free k haaaaa =D tkcare folks!

Got time then jio jio mi out for a walk or drink =D

-Jason-

Facts Abt Me

2006-03-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

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Shag Out

2006-03-04T14:14:00.000+08:00

Hi, I am totally shag out, y? cosz i am not having enuff slp! hmm sunday slp 4 hours lidat, monday ard 4 hours lidat, tues onwards omg! for next few days only slpt 3 hours and last day i slept only 1 hour lo and my training seems so long de haha forever doing stuff si bei shag ar!! =

I book out on friday and i am going in tonite le! slp until 2pm lidat and tonite 7pm must go back camp, wat kind of life? haha sad life lo! but nvm la, i think alot ppl miss mi ba HAHA tt's how i motivate myself, ytd i fell aslp while i msn half way and i saw alot ppl msg mi on msg this morning, that kind of feeling very happy but i really no chance to really tok to u all, my time is damn limited. Next week i book out once more and i am heading to taiwan for 21 days le, haha need mi to get anythings for u guys/girls??

I miss icecream sia haha how i wish can eat another nice strawberry icecream again =D, i wanna watch final destination 3 but i got no timez! arhh i wana go out and chill one corner, i wanna go club until my underwear sweat till wet wet haha i wanna drink until i drunk big time and i wanna sing ktv until the mic bend! i wanna finish reading my harry potter, i wanna msn all my frens in my frens list i wanna meet my f9 pals i wanna meet alot of ppl haha but guess next week i can only choose one person to meet or stay at home. ENUFF of complaining liaoz =D

Anyway last week i went MOS haha fun sia, the ambience was terrific but and it's so big but alot of ppl la, i hate to squeeze with unknown ppl de lo HAHA i will shy de lehz ! ha but it's fun la but maybe does not suit mi cosz alot of mature girls ard haha i felt young there lehz duno y thou i going to be 21 liaoz.. but i dun really like to be in a place soo many ppl haha the music there was great ba. Entrance fee was 30 for mi haha my wallet explode when i was standing at the counter there sia haha BOMB and my hair stand 30 lo! haha go in liao dun wanna order drinks anymore hahaha just dance only, i felt lame tt day cosz dance till i fell aslp on the sofa at 4am tt nite cosz after book out i went ma damn tired thus lidat hahaha.

Next day i went out with a long lost fren sia haha jing ting and i found out there's alot of things i tot she's lidat de but i was wrong haha the feeling is like just made a new fren, she's my sec 2 online buddy ba. haha still rmb those days in irc when u nv see faces and u chat like no body business and in the end u know who liao, u throw away ur keyboard tt kind? lolz i forgot how we met and chat but she's a very interesting girl and she became pretty till i almost cannot recognize when i saw her frenster. Anyway how come u all come my blog then nv TAG!! wa lau, let mi ask u all a question, do i tok alot of rubbish? HAHA pls tell me honestly and if u duno where is my tag board, it's those GREY WORDINGS below my blog ! TAG k!!!!!

Surprisingly saw Jx in cine whom i nv see b4 in my life haha she's with another guy hor hor! she's oso another online fren i met yrs ago. i should classify tt day as ONLINE day cosz met 2 frens whom i knew thru net and it's like WOW tt kind of feeling ba, tt's all. I shall not waste any more time blogging le tkcare all and gdluck to my trainingz i love all! byeeee

Leadership

2006-02-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since i blog le and seems like everyone got click my blog but got disappointed? haha, i'm sorry ! Today i am gonna tok more on leadership and how leadership can affect lives =D. It might be boring for some of u all but i just pen down things i learnt thru this 20 yrs of my life.

What's leadership? Being able to stand infront of ur friends and lead them to success. Remember when u all were young tt time and doing projects, and when u all need to select a leader for the team, most of us refuse this role? Y? why does many dislike to be a leader as most does not love to hold responsibilies and tt's something i myself regret for not learning when i was young.

How do make ppl listen to u? u must be logical, knowledgable and having the ability to make ppl believe in you that's how a basic leader should be. Able to draw crowd and win hearts of viewers and as u give a speech or talk, they will nod their heads with agreement. That's not an easy task especially commanding peers or people with higher qualification than u, ppl will question ur believes ur way of dealing things thus being a leader is not that easy after all.

The whole idea of today's blog is to make readers feel that u yourself can be a great leader too, regardless of whether u r a female or a male. In companies, u lead grp of ppl for projects, in wars u lead ppl for sucessive missions and for life u lead ur children to growth and wisdom. Many been agruing that leaders r born and not trained but i felt that it's within the person himself to show if he does want to lead others. Take for example, given the leadership role and u complain abt it now, can this person be a good leader?

Throughout my course in ocs as an officer cadet i felt that there were alot of people does not want to be leaders and ended up in the course. Maybe i am one of them in the start but things and concept changes. As a leader, u think ahead than the others and u make sure that everything goes according to plan. How does it feel when everything is in ur control? Thus this entry is also to encourage everyone serving the army that it's not a burden nor a waste of time when u are in the army. It's how u wanna learn and things u absorb in army will lead to good use the moment u step into the working environment.

It's very sad when i see my frens talking to me that they wanna go out of course or saying that i confirm will go out of course in a joking manner. I feel that since u are in the course, u should strive ur best to finish it as a strong leader and how can u lead ur men in the future when u yourself is not confident to lead others. There's a saying, u are here or doing something for a purpose and if u r not gonna do it then who will?

Never let ur brain go idle and keep learning is the right way to fulfill ur life to the fullest. I am sure along the learning process u will gain wisdom as well. On the other hand, let's tok abt females, how females lead, they lead in a different manner and it's kinda worth to think abt it sometimes. They dun lead thru the hard way and they make ppl think abt their wrongdoings. For example, i often complain to my best pal abt stuffs and she will definately shoot mi back with stuffs and make mi think. In some sense, she leading mi to a path which i can feel better. That's y how motherly love is soo powerful =D. That does not mean my fren is my mum. There's alot kind of leadership and i am kinda curious how women lead women to success. Anyone can share or tag out how u all feel being a leader as a female? or u nv even bother to think of it?

Being able to lead does not make u a good leader too, u must be able to understand how ppl feel and cooperate with ppl ard you even thou sometimes u does not really like him/her. It's sometimes classified as people management and how to make sure that everyone in ur grp or team reached their potenial fully for their given task. There's alot more for me to learn abt leadership but just for now i believe that learning is an important process in life cos someday u will teach someone who's also learning too and seeking for knowledge.

If you are slacking now and doing nothing? y not grab a book or read some interesting articles haha might help to make ur life more interesting =D. To be frank i am kinda motivated by a person i met in army and i hope this entry might inspire u somehow or rather in life or as a person =D. Tkcare everyone and got time date mi out to drink kopi haha =D

-Jason-

Girls Are Evil Theory! <---- just kidding

2006-01-31T12:26:00.000+08:00

I am damn bored now thus saw this funny picture which my fren sent me de, haha interesting theory? Actually girls are not really evil la, only some =D but most girls i meant haven reach tt kind of level yet like wat shown on tv haha, guess singapore girls r better? omgz scally girls all over the world curse mi cosz of my tt sentence. I got 2 more episode to finish watching FullHouse le! haha, alot of emotion sia tt show. Next time i will write a gd entry on that ba, kinda lazy to tok abt love now lolz. But hor, in that show, Song Hui Qiao really is such a good girl sia, i doubt girls with such good character still ard sia, maybe i am wrong, but she's worth admiring sia =D, she's soo understanding and i simply love her lolz! =p next time then post out her pics to make all guys jealous that she's my wife lolz

Enjoy da holidays ba! tonite shall be booking in le =( Holiday soo fast gone le......

The Grim Reaper

2006-01-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

Hullo everyone! This is my new blog, how is it? haha nice? Today is 大年初一 and i guess i should have a new blog too. My xanga serve me very long le and i feel that i need something neater and more creative. For this blog, there will not be anymore dots and sloggish typing i hope haha pls 多多支持！ i lost alot of blog address and if urs happened not to be listed in my blog =D Let mi know okie? thx =D I wish everyone 财源滚滚身体健康万事如意心想事成恭喜发财红包多多！！

The reason i choose grim-reaper as my nickname is cos when i was in dunearn, that was my scout nickname haha and it's very nice. It's been awhile since i used this nick and i am the frenly grim reaper where i collect all the hurted souls and heal them ^^) haha =p Keep me update on how to improve my blogspot. Thanks and enjoy de holidays!

Ps: Must view my page in unicode for the chinese characters =D